toria

How much pressure do you think that nozzle makes, too? Is it going to give the uninitiated enemas?

Oh, my dear, dear Toria,
If only living together was one of the reasons this is such a bad idea. It's fucking crazy I tell you. The kind of scandolous shit that I usually go above and beyond out of ny way to try and avoid.

At any rate, she and I have talked since and we both agree it should never happen again.

OMG!!!!!! I JUST SAW THAT CEREBELLUM'D MAKES YOU HAPPY!!!! I ABSO-FUCKIN-LUTELY LOVE THAT SHIT.

I actually went to the same film school as those guys. It's amazing how far it has blown up since the days when it was like me and 10 other people looking at the site.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

(and your naughty parts are welcome. Even though that was the clean version that you read.)

Our final questions were so broad-ranging I'm surprised I managed to even get a start on them in the 3 hours we had per exam. I'm sure you'll do just fine. Having one on your birthday sucks though. My sympathies.

Huxley is good stuff-

I read doors of perception and heaven and hell a couple years ago back. Im working on Island.....

Love
MAMA

more like: try to get through huxley's first four novels.

I didn't have TV for like six months (the goddamn cable company decided that we shouldn't be stealing cable anymore {it was already stolen when we moved in}). We just bought an antenna for our house, so now we get the free stations. Now, all of TV is "what the fuck is this???". It's really odd how stupid TV seems after not watching it for such a long time.

that parallels too many of my late night experiences that it is scary. The talk shows, like you said, just blow my mind but also the local public broadcasts, religious nuts, and infomercials are too much. People telling each other things you don't give a flying shit about and it is all intended for that person sitting on the couch at home who should have there own life going. (and some people just take it at face value and dont realize how rediculous it all is).

The concept of a laugh track just scares the shit out of me though. Yes please, tell me when I think it should be funny!

Anyway, no need to be sorry (stoner conversation or not) because it is one of those "absurdity of mankind" topics that are always welcome.

Off the subject though...I'm gonna be out of school in a few weeks with a little bit of free time...fire off a few "favorite books"!

...curiouser and curiouser....what a good phrase. Thank you lewis caroll!!!

The album is alright. There are a few really good tracks, where they do Faint-esque synth music (which i think is better than The Faint's stuff). The rest of the album is just garage-y guitar music, which isn't as interesting.

This is only coming off of one listen though, I have't had the chance to listen to much music in the past week.

Jessie got a Pinback album the at the same time (I'm not sure of the name of it). Do they have more than one?

Oh! and to answer your question...I don't like bananas. I know those aren't a vegetable, but that doesn't make them any less gross!

thank you very much for the support...i really appreciate it.

Has it really hit you that your friend is gone yet? I'm just waiting for it to really become real. Thanksgiving, probably. Or maybe my birthday, which is the next day. She passed away 9 days before my birthday. Happy birthday me.

you probably noticed your page was all screwy. it was because my name was too long.

i've shortened it for now, but in all likelihood i'll just go anon soon, and it will no longer be a problem.

I went to a bar in Toronto with some friends of mine and had a few drinks. I spent about half-an-hour talking about Soundgarden and slagging bands that "ripped their shit off like friggin' vultures on carrion."

I didn't start though, until Big Wreck sat down at the table next to ours. I don't know why I felt like being a complete bastard that night, but it was fun.

once, I killed a man just to see him die.

Yup, I've heard of the ladder theory. So where do the, "whoa crap, you are so much cooler than I ever thought you were" girls that you've only known in passing friendship fit in? Seriously, I'm not being facetious. I haven't been interested in a girl in over a year, then BAM, I get Emeril'd.

...and I think the attraction of Boondocks Saints is it's like Die Hard written and directed by Kevin Smith. It's got Billy Connolly in it too -- that's worth two stars of its own!

I wouldn't say dapper, exactly. Bearable, maybe.

I hope you feel better, i feel the same about friends, you can get complacent about them. All my friends have left now that we've finished university and i've never wanted to see them more. hope you get through all that is on your mind.

You know if certain things weren't taken for granted we would probably all suffer from sensory overload. All you can do is prioritize the things in your life and decide whats most important to you personally. This is called character.

It's really weird when you actually go through something that makes you see art in a whole new light. But it makes you appreciate the piece that much more. I swear I had listend to In Utero for 6 years before I actuaLLY "HEARD" it. It's uncanny how much "Serve the Servants" parrelells my own life.

Even though a lot of stuff is cliched once you've been through something yourself, you can usually tell when someone else has put true emotion behind it.

I'm sorry to hear that. I've had a couple friends pass away tragically and I know that it can be a very surreal experience for you.