This past week I've been absolutely stunned by how taken for granted many friendships/relationships of any sort are. I didn't realize my friend who passed away had such a defined place in my life until I was forced to realize we would never speak again. I know there is so much poetry, music and art in general dedicated to these sorts of sentiments after losing a loved one, but everything seems too cliched, as this is the first time I have experienced losing a friend. It really is amazing how humans can only function "normally" when taking many important things for granted. I don't want to stay ignorant. I don't want to think that "It will never happen to me". Fuck. My head is such a fucking jumbled mess right now... thanks to whoever has actually taken the time to read this!
The support and condolences you guys gave me was huge... thanks.
The support and condolences you guys gave me was huge... thanks.
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It's really weird when you actually go through something that makes you see art in a whole new light. But it makes you appreciate the piece that much more. I swear I had listend to In Utero for 6 years before I actuaLLY "HEARD" it. It's uncanny how much "Serve the Servants" parrelells my own life.
Even though a lot of stuff is cliched once you've been through something yourself, you can usually tell when someone else has put true emotion behind it.