torchuredsoul

Well this is the first blog I've ver done really, so if anyone reads this and finds it to be shitty, please feel free to suggest improvements.

How am I feeling? Well I started working out again yesterday, its been a few years since I did that, and Im sore as hell, I kinda like the soreness for some reason, guess its because I can feel my muscles tightening up and redeveloping. I really shouldn't have stopped working out, I can only bench half as much as I could in high school and I guess my stamina isn't up to par as it used to be because I worked so hard I almost vomited . As far as my mood is concerned I'm actually pretty good right now, but I should probably mention to those who don't know that I have a depression disorder, its because of the part brain that produces the chemical that makes people happy, sucks the chemical right back in and leaves people with this disorder feeling shitty, unmotivated, and sometimes suicidal, so for me to be feeling pretty good is a miracle . Well hopefully I'll stay that way for the rest of the day and can think of more topics to write about for tomorrow, I guess this could be a sort of theoropy for me, even if nobody reads it, it might still help to write shit down. anyways hope everyone has a great day.