ooh ok i cannot count the amount of times i have been sick this winter.
I have this weird " i am melting/ out of body experience" going on.
If anyone knows of any meds or other ideas that could help me get on track...i would owe my sanity too.
Got the lemon and honey thing going on..and well the too much buckleys with a...
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I have this weird " i am melting/ out of body experience" going on.
If anyone knows of any meds or other ideas that could help me get on track...i would owe my sanity too.
Got the lemon and honey thing going on..and well the too much buckleys with a...
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What did i do on my V-day you ask.
Sit at home alone...take pics of myself, chatted on my msn and listen to the new QOTSA album.
Yes and eat chocolate that will eventualy make me sick
Oh yes and i am quiting coffee...i am a morning drinker..and its soo good, but does me soo wrong. Good luck to me cause i have been trying...
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Sit at home alone...take pics of myself, chatted on my msn and listen to the new QOTSA album.
Yes and eat chocolate that will eventualy make me sick
Oh yes and i am quiting coffee...i am a morning drinker..and its soo good, but does me soo wrong. Good luck to me cause i have been trying...
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anonym:
Hey, thanks for writing in my journal and for the oh so lovely compliment! And hey! I'm not the only one who's a hottie... 
artrob:
hi cutie.
I have been watching too much educational TV, how do i figure this...umm well my peer group has no idea what i am talking about anymore and i have found myself freaking out more about the state of the world.
I will not even get into what i watched tonight. Since watching it i have started to develop my own theroies about what is going...
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I will not even get into what i watched tonight. Since watching it i have started to develop my own theroies about what is going...
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loslope:
That is probably the best policy. One reason is, that you can currently affect no change. Another reason would be that, should it happen, it will happen without your assistance, thus you are blameless. (wow...how deep am I? 
)
How about we pretend that I didn't post either?
Happy St. Valentine's Day!
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How about we pretend that I didn't post either?
Happy St. Valentine's Day!
infinity:
happy vday!
I left college this week and now i live the life of the unemployed drop-out for the third time in my life.
It sounds pretty sad, but hey i gave it the good old try and found out that it wasnt for me..so i did achieve something.
Going to go back to work at the salon for now. The next Septmeber start a whole new...
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It sounds pretty sad, but hey i gave it the good old try and found out that it wasnt for me..so i did achieve something.
Going to go back to work at the salon for now. The next Septmeber start a whole new...
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bandaged_iris:
I think I'm going insane. It feels like I'm babysitting 3 year olds at work. That symphony sounds like it might be quite interesting. You should bring a tape recorder and record it for me, since I will be unable to attend. Looking for jobs sucks, so does looking for a place to live 
whitewidow:
I am hoping to be back there very soon, so I hope that we can try to meet up again
Kisses
Kisses
ok edit ...lol..i am covering tracks...just disregard this journal..there will be a more interesting one soon.
Keep all my secrets SG buddies.
Free kisses to thoughs who do..and a swift kick in the ass to those who dont.
But i have faith in you all...and just to prove it..ill giive the kisses away now.
Keep all my secrets SG buddies.
Free kisses to thoughs who do..and a swift kick in the ass to those who dont.
But i have faith in you all...and just to prove it..ill giive the kisses away now.
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loslope:
I'll keep your secrets, just like G.Gordon Liddy. So I accept your kisses, but would you consider kicking me too?
psychotic:
... my god! you aslso learned the secret art of tim swapping or as it's called in ancient hindu regions the mysterious changing of the past through editing or as it's called in 1984 (just LLOOOVVEEEHHHAATTTEE that book) history making!
So! be it!
Shazam! (go see my previous message... I also master the secrert art!)
Psychosis
[Edited on Feb 05, 2005 6:15AM]
So! be it!
Shazam! (go see my previous message... I also master the secrert art!)
Psychosis
[Edited on Feb 05, 2005 6:15AM]
Is marriage a joke??
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super:
I'm glad it made you smile. I think its a keeper!
whitewidow:
For sure I'll have him phone you I can't wait to meet you and some of the other Eastern SGs!!! See you soon - and thanks for the safe trip wishes
Kisses
I can't wait to meet you and some of the other Eastern SGs!!! See you soon - and thanks for the safe trip wishes
Kisses
Ugh..i am sick, and its only day one so i know that ill go down before i start to head back up.
But talk about good timing. The damm cold missed the weekend and is here for the week.
I am trying to sucker somebody into taking care of me, but i guess that is one down fall of being single. Nobody wants to be...
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But talk about good timing. The damm cold missed the weekend and is here for the week.
I am trying to sucker somebody into taking care of me, but i guess that is one down fall of being single. Nobody wants to be...
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mct:
Hope you're feeling better ... will give you a call sometime soon to check up on you
psychotic:
... ok but just make sure they don't carry anything
that's sharp, that's long, that's made of metal - or wood - or aluminium - or rock, that can cut through a shoe (.... or a boot... or a book... or a very hard apple... or a frozen bread)
if you do so, you might enjoy a fulfilling life!
Psychosis
that's sharp, that's long, that's made of metal - or wood - or aluminium - or rock, that can cut through a shoe (.... or a boot... or a book... or a very hard apple... or a frozen bread)
if you do so, you might enjoy a fulfilling life!
Psychosis
well this weekend wasnt the crazy drunken weekend that i had wanted or needed, but none the less eventful.
Had many the sober adventures, but alas maybe the adventure was all i needed.
i love nice people...i just thought i would mention that. i met quite a few, i have regained my faith in man..and hey i dont want any of your comments to be...
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Had many the sober adventures, but alas maybe the adventure was all i needed.
i love nice people...i just thought i would mention that. i met quite a few, i have regained my faith in man..and hey i dont want any of your comments to be...
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whitewidow:
Hey there! Tricky said that I may get to meet you while I am in Toronto That would be sooo cool! Here is hoping that we get to meet!
Kisses
That would be sooo cool! Here is hoping that we get to meet!
Kisses
whitewidow:
Looking forward to it!!! Tricky is in charge of what we are going to be doing, so he is the one to ask when and where. Can't wait!!
Kisses
Tricky is in charge of what we are going to be doing, so he is the one to ask when and where. Can't wait!!
Kisses
this weekend is going to be the benders of all bender weekends...well for me at least.
I has been a good year since i have partied hard and maybe even 3 years since i had had a whole bender weekend.
What can i say but....i need this. Freshy on the market, and needing to go mad. Watch out world...she's back!!
I has been a good year since i have partied hard and maybe even 3 years since i had had a whole bender weekend.
What can i say but....i need this. Freshy on the market, and needing to go mad. Watch out world...she's back!!
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super:
exactly how i feel... have fun! overdo it!
theseadog:
Damn, that sounds like fun. I'm getting drunk Saturday for the first time since New Years, '03/'04, but it's not a whole bender weekend .
.so mad and frustrated and sick and tired!!
i wonder why, does pain bring strength??
i wonder around and watch people, maybe i should just stop watching.
Maybe i should be completely me, say what i want, do what i want. Only those who truly are for me will stick around and accept me. i am sick and tired of faking and comforming to others...
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i wonder why, does pain bring strength??
i wonder around and watch people, maybe i should just stop watching.
Maybe i should be completely me, say what i want, do what i want. Only those who truly are for me will stick around and accept me. i am sick and tired of faking and comforming to others...
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infinity:
i can offer you some for support
you should do whatever you think is best for youself. putting a mask on and not being yourself leads to issues. my journal talks about what ive been going through lately and you seem to have similar things going on. you've already read it but its worth another reread.
that being said, sometimes you have to be fake because its what you have to do. i ahte doing that but its the way life is...
for support
you should do whatever you think is best for youself. putting a mask on and not being yourself leads to issues. my journal talks about what ive been going through lately and you seem to have similar things going on. you've already read it but its worth another reread.
that being said, sometimes you have to be fake because its what you have to do. i ahte doing that but its the way life is...
falconfutura:
You did not provide enough detail for me to give you any advice of a specific nature.
It sounds like you are in classic pain version #456; raw, sick and tired of it all, where if you came across one more clerk at the Stop-N-Go who was rude you would torch the place.
If you were in a stronger head space right now the stuff that is making you spit fucking nails would just make you flip them the bird and go write a poem.
The only lasting solution is changing the way you react to assholes, liars and pricks. Protect yourself though. Cheers
It sounds like you are in classic pain version #456; raw, sick and tired of it all, where if you came across one more clerk at the Stop-N-Go who was rude you would torch the place.
If you were in a stronger head space right now the stuff that is making you spit fucking nails would just make you flip them the bird and go write a poem.
The only lasting solution is changing the way you react to assholes, liars and pricks. Protect yourself though. Cheers
It's strange. Everyone is really sick already this year. I've used up all of my sick days for the year already. It's horrible. I'm going to get fired by summer, or quit sooner to save some dignity.