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Nashville, TN

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Friday Jul 31, 2009

Jul 31, 2009
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Why do I bother? I live with my father and brother and my father tries to dictate everything. I slept late today (finally got out of bed around 11:30, but was awake earlier) and got on the computer. At 11:50-ish, I was responding to a friend's message when my father knocks on my door wanting do know if I'm going to sleep all day. He then procedes to tell me all the things that need to be done (like laundry and dishes) that he's too lazy or stupid or something to do himself. Yes, laundry is my job and my brother does dishes, but a lot of the dishes are mine, so I should do them. When my brother and I suggested the "everyone do your own dishes" rule, my father asked, "well, who will do mine?" That kinda goes with DOING YOUR OWN. I don't see why he doesn't just buy a new dishwasher. Ours died a few months ago.

So I call my mom to check on her and to bitch and in the middle of my sentence she says she has to call me back. She did the same thing to me yesterday, except in the middle of a sentence she starts talking to her neighbors who were outside. Yeah, my problems are stupid and not important, but when you're already in kind of a screwed up mindset, everything is blown up and seems worse. Sometimes you just want someone to listen to you, or even act like they're listening. It's not that hard.
tospiteyourface:
heh. i know the feeling about the listening thing. i'm sorry. it's a shitty feeling, and you don't deserve that.

if you need to vent, you know where to find me.
Jul 31, 2009

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