What's up SG?!
It's been too long since I've wrote a blog and I haven't been very active either, I apologize. Hopefully this all will change soon. What has me so busy you ask? Well, being that @pizza_or_death and I are moving to Indiana soon we've been packing and fixing up our rental house. UGH! It's so much work, after this 10 month lease with our new apartment we plan on buying a house which is really exciting. Other than all that. I started this babysitting gig until the end of the month which is nice for the extra money. I'm actually ready to already be moved up to Indiana so I can start looking for a job and to look into schools there. All these emotions about this move, mostly positive though! I'll definitely be writing a blog about the whole moving experience and post a walk-through video of my new apartment, maybe?
Ohhhhh OMG I forgot, I finally got to see Say Anything which was awesomeeeee!
Anywayssss, I've also been slacking on the homework...so yeah
6/12: Share an experience from your past that helped shape you into the person you are today. @bloghomework
I've wrote about my past marriage in a previous blog before and I really believe if it wasn't for that time in my life I wouldn't be who I am today. I started dating my ex husband back in 2006 and we got married in 2010. The marriage lasted all of 2 years. It started out great, the only thing that was hard was the fact that I was still in high school and he was in the Marine Corps. Distance is a really hard thing to overcome, but we did it. He got out of the Marine Corps a couple months after we got married. After that everything went downhill. He didn't have a plan for a job or school. I pretty much dropped everything in my life, even my family to be with him. That turned out to be the worst decision of my life. However, the day him and I stood in front of a judge to finalize our divorce was the hardest. We just grew apart, he wasn't ready to grow up; he got out of the MC and just wanted to pick up life were he left it. All he wanted to do was party, hang with old friends and at one point he got really addicted to playing video games...yes I know most of you are like that's no big deal. Well, when someone starts neglecting you for something like that you really start to reevaluate your life and the choices you've made. We would argue so much and I just couldn't take it. I felt unwanted, lonely, pissed off, ugly; you name it, I felt it.
Since then I've meet the love of my life. He treats me like a princess and I couldn't ask for a better man. I've accomplished so many things. I'm not 100% when it comes to my confidence which I don't really think any woman is, but I definitely feel a lot more positive about where I am in life now. No one should ever feel or go through what I did. I told someone earlier today, "it really sucks that we have to go through heartache and pain in order to realize we deserve better".
So here's to a bright future full of happiness and success!
XOXO
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