Italian: Still kicking my ass. I need a beautiful Italian girl to tutor me 
Cute girl w/ SG t-shirt: Not actually an SG member... just thinks the site is kinda cool.
Sweet boy who treats me like a princess: Had to kick him to the curb. For one thing, he was way way tooo nice to me. In typical topaz fashion, I had to fuck that up. I was suffocating. Also, I have literally been dreaming about pussy everynight for weeks now. Must get me some.
The big breakup (J and I were together 3 1/2 years) is just getting harder and harder. I don't want him back but I feel more "tortured" by the whole deal. It's like I don't know him at all and maybe never really did and that really really bothers me. It bothers me even more that i know that he's a really really slimy, sleazy little man... And it bothers me even more that after all the slimy, sleazy and downright small shit that he's done- I still really really care about him.
that makes me one of THOSE girls. Yuck.
So... I'm going to be single for a while. And get some damn pussy. And do better in Italian. Wish me luck!
Cute girl w/ SG t-shirt: Not actually an SG member... just thinks the site is kinda cool.
Sweet boy who treats me like a princess: Had to kick him to the curb. For one thing, he was way way tooo nice to me. In typical topaz fashion, I had to fuck that up. I was suffocating. Also, I have literally been dreaming about pussy everynight for weeks now. Must get me some.
The big breakup (J and I were together 3 1/2 years) is just getting harder and harder. I don't want him back but I feel more "tortured" by the whole deal. It's like I don't know him at all and maybe never really did and that really really bothers me. It bothers me even more that i know that he's a really really slimy, sleazy little man... And it bothers me even more that after all the slimy, sleazy and downright small shit that he's done- I still really really care about him.
that makes me one of THOSE girls. Yuck.
So... I'm going to be single for a while. And get some damn pussy. And do better in Italian. Wish me luck!
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It's really to bad about J. Maybe he's just insecure, and trying to reassure himself. I remember you mentioning along time ago, about how your "drive" was much stornger then his. That could have made him feel inadequate, and now he's maybe trying to prove something to himself.
Yes, Sam and I are sublimely happy! I really don't know what I would do without her. Especially since this whole year in Kuwait thing. It hasn't been the greatest for our relationship, but we talk everyday, and both know how much we care for eachother. Speaking of Kuwait not being good for us, I did get some rather unpleasant new yesterday. Okay, about a month ago, they told us that we should be flying home on Jan 21, now that's been pushed back to Feb 2!
Anyway, get back at me, I want to hear all about this mysery Girl! Till then <3...
[Edited on Oct 29, 2004 3:40AM]
you just have to call me,
I'm not the girl you're looking for but
I'm sure I can help you
ciao e a presto
carlo