Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

topaz

Chapel Thrill

Member Since 2004

Followers 105 Following 65

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Jan 10, 2006

Jan 10, 2006
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Kissing is the most amazing thing ever. There are so many different types of kisses and each has it's own language. It seems to me that however amazing sex can be, it always ruins everything. Sexual energy is all about the build up and once you bump uglies, it's just over. I think that's one reason that I cherish my intimate experiences with women so deeply. No matter how far we go or how many times we get off, that sexual energy never comes (no pun intended) to that abrupt halt. Unfortunately, at this moment, I'm talking about a man and I'm so afraid to ruin this perfect, almost sacred, thing that we have had. It's not that I don't want him. Obviously, I do, or the kisses wouldn't be so dynamic. But I'm afraid that giving in to that "want" will make it impossible to want each other this much again. But I also know that extending the desire for too long can kill it as well. He forces me to experience sensation in a way that I've never been able to before. So how do I not ruin it? How do I avoid acting in a way that will drag us back to where we were before? How do I hold on the the experience without desecrating it?
aoife:
there's something about kissing before sex has happened that is hard to recapture. the first night I kissed the guy I'm with now, we were in a room with his roommate and so things were very limited as far as what we could do--and it was amazing. the sex is great, too, but I have this weird feeling of loss that it will never again be like that first night.

I think every now and then you need to stop and just kiss. for minutes, hours, whatever. do it with your eyes open. think about it. make out like fucking teenagers.

kissing is definitely the best thing in the world.
Jan 11, 2006
aoife:
yay, you said twitterpated. great word.

anyway, I don't know how you hang on to that. I guess that just like everything, you end up having to take a chance.

I've only been "With" this guy for a couple of weeks--we first kissed on New Year's, hung out a bit before that, and first met and became friends last May. I don't know how serious it's going to be, but I like it.
Jan 11, 2006

More Blogs

  • 09.20.04
    6

    Monday Sep 20, 2004

    Okay! I'm back for real this time!!! I broke up with my boyfriend, …
  • 08.18.04
    10

    Wednesday Aug 18, 2004

    I miss you guys!!! My boputer is officially dead so I have a few mome…
  • 07.04.04
    30

    Sunday Jul 04, 2004

    It's independence day and I'm holed up in my house because I have no …
  • 06.28.04
    4

    Monday Jun 28, 2004

    My computer is up and running again! Hooray. I made an A- in that d…
  • 06.11.04
    4

    Friday Jun 11, 2004

    Damn. It's been awhile. My computer has finally bitten the dust and…
  • 05.24.04
    9

    Tuesday May 25, 2004

    Thanks for all the sweetness. I believe there is a term for it which…
  • 05.24.04
    3

    Monday May 24, 2004

    Man am I having a bad day today. I woke up this morning late for cla…
  • 05.15.04
    6

    Saturday May 15, 2004

    I was thinking about uploading some pictures... The sucky thing is th…
  • 05.09.04
    2

    Sunday May 09, 2004

    Ahhhhh! Semester's over! Play is over! I have almost a whole week …
  • 04.26.04
    11

    Monday Apr 26, 2004

    Well, the semester is wrapping up. I know it's gotta be the end of t…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
3
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,597 SuicideGirls
  • 1,114,979 followers
  • 14,936,349 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,433,611 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo