I'd marry him if I could
I finshed HBP last night. There have been some really mean people out there trying to ruin the book for others. In the Harry Potter group someone showed a link, but explained what it was first, to a recording of a drive-by story-ruiner. It was a wav file of some guy driving by a midnight magic party and screaming out the ending to a bunch of people. See, I don't expect everyone to love Harry Potter. But I would at least hope they respect the wishes of others who want to read and enjoy the book. Why is it that so many people are jerks?
Fast times for Ridgemont dropouts
On a different and slightly more somber note; I still don't know wether I'll be re-admitted to school. I'm still looking for a place to live in Brooklyn but it may be a pointless endeavor. I've got this feeling of dread about the letter I'm expecting in the next few weeks. I think it will be sufficiently huge regardless of wether or not I'm admitted so the envelope itself will be no giveaway. As a result of my anxiety and anger related to this I am incredibly sensitive right now about everything and anything. I know this seems an obvious thing to say but most of my friends have failed to realize how stressed out I am. I am usually a rather calm person - I may be anxious about being late for something or making sure I have my keys - but all in all I'm cool and collected, and rarely do I overreact to things. Recently I have been quite the opposite of this. I have been somewhat rude, and occasionally short with friends. I am sorry for acting this way but I cannot help it right now. I also need a larger cushion of sensitivity than I usually do. I am worried, and stressed, and scared about what may happen. So any meanness in my general direction is going to make me fall apart.
I'm sorry if I've been rude to anyone or unkind in any way. I don't mean it. If I were in my right state of mind I'd be far nicer and those things would never cross my lips, or even occur to me. Just please try and give me this break I so desperately need.
I finshed HBP last night. There have been some really mean people out there trying to ruin the book for others. In the Harry Potter group someone showed a link, but explained what it was first, to a recording of a drive-by story-ruiner. It was a wav file of some guy driving by a midnight magic party and screaming out the ending to a bunch of people. See, I don't expect everyone to love Harry Potter. But I would at least hope they respect the wishes of others who want to read and enjoy the book. Why is it that so many people are jerks?
Fast times for Ridgemont dropouts
On a different and slightly more somber note; I still don't know wether I'll be re-admitted to school. I'm still looking for a place to live in Brooklyn but it may be a pointless endeavor. I've got this feeling of dread about the letter I'm expecting in the next few weeks. I think it will be sufficiently huge regardless of wether or not I'm admitted so the envelope itself will be no giveaway. As a result of my anxiety and anger related to this I am incredibly sensitive right now about everything and anything. I know this seems an obvious thing to say but most of my friends have failed to realize how stressed out I am. I am usually a rather calm person - I may be anxious about being late for something or making sure I have my keys - but all in all I'm cool and collected, and rarely do I overreact to things. Recently I have been quite the opposite of this. I have been somewhat rude, and occasionally short with friends. I am sorry for acting this way but I cannot help it right now. I also need a larger cushion of sensitivity than I usually do. I am worried, and stressed, and scared about what may happen. So any meanness in my general direction is going to make me fall apart.
I'm sorry if I've been rude to anyone or unkind in any way. I don't mean it. If I were in my right state of mind I'd be far nicer and those things would never cross my lips, or even occur to me. Just please try and give me this break I so desperately need.
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i would tell you not to worry but it wont do any good. so ill just sit here and worry with you.
hey, good luck with everything. whichever way it turns out, i'll totally buy you a drink.