toolgirl

Yesterday my best friend was invited for a job interview in the midwest. It's in a couple of weeks. I want him to get the job for the money, but can't imagine day to day life without him around. So I'm trying to be impartial when he asks for advice about it. It's hard. I just want to shout "Please don't go how will I ever have any fun without you!" But I also really want him to get it so that he doesn't have to worry about money anymore. It would be so good for him and he deserves to be free of that worry. But ouch. My heart is all hurty.