Sunday Oct 23, 2005

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Getting ready for another hurricane..... i am so ready to move out of here. I want to move to the west coast, where there are waves all the time and no hurricanes. Earthquakes I can handle.... I prefer not to have prior knowledge of catastrophic events.... I operate much better in chaos than in anticipation of it.
lately ........ "DEAD FOR A MOMENT........BACK IN FIVE"
surfbetty:
we ain't got shit up here. tongue

Sunday Oct 23, 2005

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Getting ready for another hurricane..... i am so ready to move out of here. I want to move to the west coast, where there are waves all the time and no hurricanes. Earthquakes I can handle.... I prefer not to have prior knowledge of catastrophic events.... I operate much better in chaos than in anticipation of it.
lately ........ "DEAD FOR A MOMENT........BACK IN FIVE"

Wednesday Oct 19, 2005

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Another fucking Hurricane breathing down my neck..... what the fuck? It's coming from the wrong side to even bring decent waves.... aahhhhhhhh.
janananicole:
lol about sex with the lights off. how are you supposed to see anything? but i guess you aren't really getting wild sex if you want the lights off.... and i'm a wild sex kinda girl... biggrin

Monday Oct 17, 2005

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Well fuck. Haven't updated in a few. I got strepthroat from hangin out in the feezing rain all night in Philly.... came home sick as shit. Then had to move last weekend... a fucking mile away no less.... still haven't unpacked everything. Today I sucked at work.... when I'm not into my lectures... my students cetainly aren't... I was ill prepared and scattered, that makes...
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redwildflower:
Yeah I think I have it a bit easier to make the change because I have been a vegetarian so long and to be honest I'm doing fantastic. I love it! Well, considering she was closer to him then you I would wonder more if it makes her a bigger scumbag. Who knows. Sorry to hear you are sick. But it sounds like hanging out in Philly in the rain is worth it. Feel better soon! Good luck with the veggie!
janananicole:
so i'm a little fuck? lol sorry that you're sick! and as far as scumbagginess goes, the world is fucked up, does it matter?

Sunday Oct 09, 2005

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Flyin' out of PA at 6 a.m........fuck. I partied with Rake from Viva la Bam all night Sat. until 6 a.m.... hung with Red Man and Landon too.....cool group of guys.
redwildflower:
Good Times! biggrin
gloriajean:
hahhahahaa!!!

i'm so jealous.
Rake is awesome.

Thursday Oct 06, 2005

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Pray to whoever you pray to..... I'm flyin' 9a.m. ......shit. I should start dosing klonopin now....
I love everyone...................
xlustx:
You'll be fine. Rock out with some Salvia before you get on that plane and you'll be flyin' high. tongue

Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

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Ohh fuck me..... I gotta go to Philly to show this fucking film.... It's cool when people watch your stuff... that's why I'm a filmmaker... I enter these things in film festivals with the hope of having my shit screened.... but... oh fucking man do I mean but..... if they accept it... you gotta go... it'd be rude not to.... it always happens at the...
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redwildflower:
You have got to look at traveling in a different light! I LOVE TRAVELING! I can't live without it. In fact, I haven't gone anywhere in like 3 weeks and am getting anxious. It's an adventure and Philly is fun in it's own right.

The money thing sucks though. frown I hate money!
toodsurfer:
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday Oct 01, 2005

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I feel lonely sometimes.... yet I choose to isolate. I search for human contact via the internet.... but fear it in the outside world... am I becoming an agoraphobe? Maybe just a phase.... I used to be a social cat... now I just want to go spend time with my students or in the ocean waiting for the perfect wave.... it always comes.......
redwildflower:
OMG That was so depressing when you said the whole bunch more years of dating torture. I almost didn't leave my last boyfriend because I knew I would have to date again. I mean being single can be fun, but there is nothing fun about dating.

I know what you mean about the isolate yet crave human interaction on the internet. It's probably just a phase. I go through it too sometimes. Internet seems to be less drama and calmer all the way around. I guess it's kinda like you get pre planned people if that makes sense. Hang in there hun. I'm sure you'll snap out of it and be the life of the party in no time.

The water sounds good right now. Too bad there are no beaches here. I'm so jealous of you right now. lol
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