Things have not been going good as of lately for me 
My job situation isn't that great. I felt frustrated when I wasted a day last Wednesday. I went on an interview for a position that was available but not at the times I can work because I take the bus and that position that was available ended late to the point, I would not be able to get home. Then later in that day, I kind had an argument with my job counselor because he recommend, I should be looking into positions on the third shift. I felt like I was defensive on that. The reason I was that way because I'm not a night person. I'm not angry at with him now. It's just the fact that I feel like, if I work nights, I'll never find my special someone and make my social disorder worse. Also, this has been making me feel hopeless and making my depression a little worse. At least, I'm on my medication daily for it and having my therapy session's start up again this week. Another thing that I'm not happy about is the fact that there is a blog virus going around on myspace and it redirected me to some weird sites, which may contain more viruses. It had me worried because it was the same kind that forced me to take the computer to the shop and had it start from scratch again. At least it's only happens, when I'm on myspace and my virus and firewall protection is stopping it so far. So that's a bit of good news for me. Well I've got run. Have a good day.
My job situation isn't that great. I felt frustrated when I wasted a day last Wednesday. I went on an interview for a position that was available but not at the times I can work because I take the bus and that position that was available ended late to the point, I would not be able to get home. Then later in that day, I kind had an argument with my job counselor because he recommend, I should be looking into positions on the third shift. I felt like I was defensive on that. The reason I was that way because I'm not a night person. I'm not angry at with him now. It's just the fact that I feel like, if I work nights, I'll never find my special someone and make my social disorder worse. Also, this has been making me feel hopeless and making my depression a little worse. At least, I'm on my medication daily for it and having my therapy session's start up again this week. Another thing that I'm not happy about is the fact that there is a blog virus going around on myspace and it redirected me to some weird sites, which may contain more viruses. It had me worried because it was the same kind that forced me to take the computer to the shop and had it start from scratch again. At least it's only happens, when I'm on myspace and my virus and firewall protection is stopping it so far. So that's a bit of good news for me. Well I've got run. Have a good day.VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
I'm sorry about your shitty job-interview and counselor being dumb. But that's the way it is for folks like us who have "mental-illnesses". We NEED to have things a certain way, on a certain schedule or whatever. Like me, I really WANT a job (thankfully I don't need it right now), but because of my stupid husband's stupid job, he can't ever get hours that are set in stone, so I could leave our kids with him while I'm at work. I HATE sitting at home. I feel like crap. Isolated. Ignored. Tired all of the time. As soon as his contract is up though, I am going to work! He can sit at home all day with the babies while I have a career! so there.
I hope your medication is the right one, right dose, etcetera. Whatever you need to do to feel better hon, DO IT!
But I've accepted it as a tradeoff because its given me the life I really want.
Keep on that job market until you can get work that suits your life, and not the other way around
And as for that pesky virus I can only completely recommend this. Its free and its finding new viruses on my computer almost daily haha