so i started seeing this beautiful woman recently... in every way (up to this point) she has exceeded my expectations.
im a pretty picky person. At this point in my life im looking for something particular. ive spent the last few years thinking about what i really want. ive spent the last two years with very little dating because i just dont feel like wasting mine or anyone elses time. if the girl doesnt add up to my values im just not all that interested.
now i know that sounds i kind-of shitty, or maybe like im a dick or think im something special... (i am something special but thats not the point) i had come to terms that being alone is okay. if i never found what i was hoping for i would be single and i would be okay with it.
Well i met this girl and she has me entirely. i wouldnt tell her at this point in our relationship but she already has my heart (sigh*... fuck). honestly it scares the shit out of me. i haven't cared about a woman in a really long time...