I fucking love these guys. this cd in particular: Morphine~ "Yes"
Honey white
thank you to everyone who was so supportive the past few months and again the past couple of days. it means a lot to me to know you read my blog and give the advice that I know deep inside but can't summon the strength to listen to my own mind/heart 1/2 the time.
my best friend ever SweetasSugar asked me today if I saw a pattern with my dating/relationships. I see a few patterns to tell the truth.
some patterns, rules and what not about my dating habits
#1 if I'm not happy. there's the door, I spent way too long with someone who didn't make me happy, I'm not doing it again. I seem to be able to stick to this philosophy pretty well.
#2 you are replaceable...and I don't seem to wait around to take action...lol another one I don't seem to have a problem with the past year.
#3 yeah its true I suck at communicating. well let me rephrase that: I suck at communicating when my emotions are running high. once I'm given time to cool down, chill out, regain my composure or whatever the situation calls for...I can gather my thoughts and assess the situaion and make intelligent conversaion without a lot of swear words, yelling and goans of frustration & my lack of ability to find the words to convey my confused emotions and frustration. so yeah...let me walk away, and feel free to check back once in a while to see if I'm ready to talk about it.
#4 I dunno I had another but I lost it....oh well if I remember I'll keep going with this.
oh yeah.....don't fucking lie to me...I'd rather hear the truth that hurts than be lied to. which brings me directly back to #1 & #2...lol
I went to a friends (ok ex bf's) house to watch a movie tonight. we watched Madagascar (spelling???) it was cute.
then we watched the comedy channel for a while & then....dun dun dunnnnnnnnnn
nip/tuck!!!! thats show it the epitome of a train wreck...its so fucking disturbing and wrong yet you can't look away...its like crack...you watch it and want to watch it again and again. I love it and can't fucking wait till next week.
oh so back to "him" he's working on pursueing me...but he's the one I lost trust for. I discussed that with him and he seemed ok with taking it slow and having to regain my trust. time will tell though. he makes me feel special which is just what I need right now.
oh and I think I might have a buyer for my old firebird.YAY!!!! I think there's pics somewhere in one fo my many pic folders.
oh and I took 2 pics last night. I liked the way they came out.
Honey white
thank you to everyone who was so supportive the past few months and again the past couple of days. it means a lot to me to know you read my blog and give the advice that I know deep inside but can't summon the strength to listen to my own mind/heart 1/2 the time.
my best friend ever SweetasSugar asked me today if I saw a pattern with my dating/relationships. I see a few patterns to tell the truth.
some patterns, rules and what not about my dating habits
#1 if I'm not happy. there's the door, I spent way too long with someone who didn't make me happy, I'm not doing it again. I seem to be able to stick to this philosophy pretty well.
#2 you are replaceable...and I don't seem to wait around to take action...lol another one I don't seem to have a problem with the past year.
#3 yeah its true I suck at communicating. well let me rephrase that: I suck at communicating when my emotions are running high. once I'm given time to cool down, chill out, regain my composure or whatever the situation calls for...I can gather my thoughts and assess the situaion and make intelligent conversaion without a lot of swear words, yelling and goans of frustration & my lack of ability to find the words to convey my confused emotions and frustration. so yeah...let me walk away, and feel free to check back once in a while to see if I'm ready to talk about it.
#4 I dunno I had another but I lost it....oh well if I remember I'll keep going with this.
oh yeah.....don't fucking lie to me...I'd rather hear the truth that hurts than be lied to. which brings me directly back to #1 & #2...lol
I went to a friends (ok ex bf's) house to watch a movie tonight. we watched Madagascar (spelling???) it was cute.
then we watched the comedy channel for a while & then....dun dun dunnnnnnnnnn
nip/tuck!!!! thats show it the epitome of a train wreck...its so fucking disturbing and wrong yet you can't look away...its like crack...you watch it and want to watch it again and again. I love it and can't fucking wait till next week.
oh so back to "him" he's working on pursueing me...but he's the one I lost trust for. I discussed that with him and he seemed ok with taking it slow and having to regain my trust. time will tell though. he makes me feel special which is just what I need right now.
oh and I think I might have a buyer for my old firebird.YAY!!!! I think there's pics somewhere in one fo my many pic folders.
oh and I took 2 pics last night. I liked the way they came out.
oh and quizzy poo time...how old do I look, not how old do you think I am, but how old do I look...and don't fucking lie to me....see "rules" above. I'm gonna change my age since it was only posted for a short time so unless you looked you don't know the answer...no cheating Shawn or Jae! cuz you are the only 2 people who know exactly how old I am.
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but honestly, looking at photos, i'd say 28.