tonkakatt

just when you think its ok to let someone get close to you
you really start to fall for that person
you think of them rom the time you get up till the time you fall asleep
nothing else matters
no one else matters
not like they do to you
you let down your guard
let them see you for who you are
no secrets
nothing to hide
pure me

and something happens
he finds fault with you
he rejects you
he tells you that he doesn't like what he knows
he doesn't accept you for who you are

what good is it if you only like someone for a portion of the person they are?
there's people who only like people for what they see, not for the person inside.
I want someone who can be attracted to me for everything. I want him (or her) to want me and love me for not just my appearance, but my mind, my ideas, my interests & hobbies, my family, my friends, everything....the whole fucking package.
I don't change for anyone.


do you hear it????
yeah there it is again....
yup its the sound of my heart being ripped out again.


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