I keep trying to keep a positive attitude with everything going on and trying to better my life but feel like whenever I make any progress I get pushed way back in the past 2 weeks 6 people I was very close with passed away just lost the girl I love after 5 years and her and her family has been more of family in this short time to me than I have ever had and it just seems day after day bad things keep happening and I don't have anyone there for me to talk to anymore and it makes it so much worse any ideas that may help me will be appreciated to the fullest I need to find people to put in my life that care for me as much as I care for them I need help getting back to positive happy person I was :(
