tomosnemesis

okay, my kharma is officially shot i've concluded. after the awful phil degradation and a night of babysitting my roomie at the bars the infamous david waltzed into my current frame of vision. yes, this is the guy i cheated on and who i thought was the love of my life. (how dare he ask me if i even know what love is...i went through the fucking crucible and he couldn't even call when he said he would) so the shit hit the fan tonight via telephone and he too felt the need to make me feel like shit (yes, i was at fault and a bad guy, but he was equally responsible for how shitty things ended with us). i met with photographer friend to discuss the shoot tomorrow to try to get my happy ass on this site. also talked to oh-too-sweet fuckbuddy dave who made me feel all fuzzy like he always does. but he's got to stay fuck buddy. if i never have another relationship, it will be too soon.