tommytwotone

Ok as you know I have done some research and asked friends there opinion on medical marijuana well yesterday I was really hurting and I had a lot of running I had to do Jesse had to go to the DR. I had to cash a check and pay bills on witch brought me close to a alternative shop so to speak so I went in and talked to them about what I have been dealing with and of cours they where all for it but while I was there I bought what is called a one hitter so if I did get the nerve to try I would have something to try it with so after all of that I stop of a friend of mines work and talk to him I used to stop off all the time but these last few months have really been hard I have been laying in bed every day of the week so on the weekends I have enough strength to either go out with Pammy or spend time with her son and mine I asked him what he thought knowing he smokes every day guess what he quit 3 months ago but he has seen my pain and told me try it see if it works it cant be worse for you than all those pills you take so I don't stay long I go home I am really hurting and its really to soon for me to take some pills but I do anyway my best friend calls now he never calls I call him he calls and asks about the email I sent him witch is like my last blog this is one of the few people out side of my intimate family that has seen how fast I can go from doing good to tears he tell me come on over that we have a mutual friend that will hook me up and I can try it I tell him I hurt to bad for the car ride he pushes and tells me to have Pammy drive so that I can lay back well I bring it up to her thinking she will say no because I know right now she is hurting also but to my surprise she says yes so we go we get there and come to find out the person he was talking about I knew he used I didn't know how much we went out back and he fixed a pipe up and gave it to me we shared I got about 4 to 5 hits after about 2 minutes the pain that was tears was now just a bit stiff it is hard to describe I could feel how stiff everything was but there was no pain after about 30 minutes I was looser than I had been in months but I was paranoid to and I wanted to be home so he let me take some home it was a long ride home very scary we got home and ate we watched tv for a few hours I got Jesse to bed finally then Pammy asked if I wanted some more before bed I was feeling things tighten up again so I said sure she fixed up my little one hitter and I smoked it we didn't know if it would be enough so she fixed up another I know now the one was enough but that another story I got lit I didn't want to but it happened Pammy said now we know but pain and stiffness was totally gone we laid in bed and watched tv I got real horny and started rubbing on her and then we had the best I have ever had OMG and she very much injoyed it to so after that I had found myself really ancey couldn't sit still I kept getting out of bed and just standing there this went on witch seemed like hours but maybe one then finally I started to get a little sleepy so I drifted off and slept about 2 hours and had to get up not because I hurt like I normally do but I had to pee bad so I got up the stoned part had dissipated and I was feeling great joking around and every thing Pammy was still up I had given her some pills earlier to help her pain and it makes her hyper so she was up I then stayed up till about 7 and just crashed I slept of and on until about 3 not having to get up and walk around not hurting nothing and when I would get up I was going right back to sleep no staying up for 2 to 3 hours it was amazing well at 3 when I did get up Pammy asked how I felt yes things are stiff in my back but really almost painless its been 19 hours since I have smoked I haven't felt this good in years I want to do stuff but Pammy says no she's afraid I will hurt myself yes she is smart I am just so amazed I went from hurting so bad I was in tears to now not hurting hardly at all I don't think this will be an every day event with me but at times like yesterday I think it will be hard for me to pass it up as an option
Tommy