tommyk104

what a beautiful day!!

gonna suck going back to work tomorrow..

it's totally time for a new crush.... any takers?

currently listening to:
beloved, old thrice
currently looking at:
rae, violet, and tegan, of course.

back from NYC...wh0000!!!!!!!!

had a great week and a half in the big apple...

-a couple of great interviews.
-60 degree days in central park.
-much needed time w/Angie.

it's good to be back home...i missed my SG!

currently listening to: CONVERGE & DILLINGER ESCAPE PLAN

sorry for not updating yesterday...
first snow of the year today!
snow always makes me happy.

gearing up for my NYC trip on sunday...
i get to be with angie again for a week, bittersweet at best.
can't wait to get her crap out of my apartment. hurts to see it every morning....it's like that owen song, "the ghost of what should have been". i...
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it's soo damn cold.
something about the impending winter feels like impending doom.

i embrace the cold.

going back to NYC next weekend to visit angie. i love that girl...but it feels like i'm delaying our magnificent ending..

it's like trying to stop the cold.

hopefully i'll finish off this roll of film soon so i can post some new pics.

why can't i just let her go?
when will the fighting end?
distance.
sucks so bad,
everyday it's like being in love with ms. jekyl and dr. hyde....
only we are a thousand miles apart.

ack.

"some of the best times i had, where when i was missing her" - GRADE

some of the worse too, apparently.


i'm off to the mountains again this weekend....the...
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mondays mondays mondays.

hate them all.

found a copy of a letter i sent rick last winter:

Rick-

cold snow falls surrounded by so many alone like snow falling in the cold makes the time go by slow like the cold snow falling makes the nights come early still can't sleep when the cold snow falls and makes the warm warmer lonlier longer helpless sooner...
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sigh....
so halloween was a blast, no doubt.. i was a damn good mr.t. pics coming soon.

sadly, the distance between me and angie has become too geat, and now i find myself alone at the end of an era.

going to the mountains for the weekend...we have some crazy northen lights going on here in pittsburgh-the land of pale grey skies..i hope everyone has a great halloween (i'm going as mr.T)...i'll be back on sunday night....SEE YOU GUYS THEN!

morning comes WAY too early these days.. i did just get a promotion to Sr. Designer/New Media Developer (whatever that means). i'm a industry bitch.i'm really looking forward to the 60 degree weather we're supposed to have today, because then i'll REALLY enjoy sitting in front of a computer at work all day today. oh well...such is life.

uggghh....long distance relationships really are full of highs and lows.this is the most rewarding relationship i've been in, but also the hardest.

the cold doesn't make me any less lonely, either.