tommyjohn

So it's been 2 days short of 6 weeks since i broke my finger and the fucking thing still doesn't want to bend more than a few degrees. The general swelling has gone down but the knuckle closest to the break is still very swollen. I'm concerned about permanent movement loss and/or pain. I took the brace off earlier this week in hopes that i...
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i broke my finger playing paintball on saturday. bummer.

So we had a spontaneous dinner party tonight. My mom made some lasagna and invited the neighbors upstairs, Mark and Jessica, down. My brother and his girlfriend Jenna randomly decided to show up so we set up the good table and all that and had a great time eating and telling stories. People were in stitches many times and i had to walk away once...
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So i guess it's been damn close to 3 years since i posted anything here . el oh el at my last post being about me just taking the Outback test. It seems like i've been there forever now. I've recently made some positive changes in my life. Specifically, i've attempted to remove myself from my two worst addictions....Marijuana and World of Warcraft. Day 13...
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well, i took the menu test at outback today. i had to memorize the ENTIRE freaking menu and their descriptions. I went in there with probably about half of the menu in memory and the other half being total unkown to me. needed a 90% to pass.....ouch.

funny story....before the class began i was shootin the shit with a crowd of people i figured was...
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why do people have to be so negative? it really brings me down when i'm trying to have a good time.

yup, i give up on ashley. called her today and got to her message. 30 seconds later she sends a text, "i'm at dinner, what's up?" so i reply asking what she's up to tonight. 2 minutes later i get another text from her "that text you sent was messed up, what did you say?" so i sent another one. Never got a reply after...
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I'm sorry for all these huge posts, but i'm just on a roll. It's ironic that i write this warning to you, because i'm pretty sure nobody ever reads these anyways, let alone consistently. Pshhhh...oh well.



my foot is freezing right now...i can't really feel it. It's a good thing though because it's about twice it's original size and blue. Yup, I hurt myself again....
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So ya....i figured i'd write this all down as sort of a "therapy" for my crippling apprehension when it comes to women. I'm not doing this on order from a doctor or anything, this is just something i figured would help.

Act I: The Ellington Saga

Back in 7th grade, or 1997 for those of you who don't know, i met a girl named Allison...
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I:
am opinionated.
am sarcastically mean.
am impatient.
am abrasive in my honesty.
don't take shit from anyone.
say what i think first, then think about what i said second.
get angry at things people shouldn't get angry about.
take things to far.
am selfish.
manipulate people to appease said selfishness.
take things too seriously.
don't take things seriously enough.
am horribly hypocritical.
can and...
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I'm pretty sure i did a good job on my belt test. I have no concerns that i won't be promoted next friday. I only had one braindead moment where i couldn't remember my poomse form for the life of me. After a few seconds of quiet reflection i calmed down and pulled it together. It was much fun. I got to do a jumping...
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i have a taekwondo belt test in less than an hour. I'm really quite nervous and i don't know why....


oh well, everyone wish me luck.