I think that I'm just going to start collecting my poetry here... It's semi-public, and since I used to read this garbage for groups, I might as well leave some here... who knows, maybe someone will actually read some of it! lol!
I wrote this at a titty bar in Fayette-nam (it was a tough place to live, lol)
Bitch:
There's a time when the liquor looses it's flavour,
I've come to that place.
I feel that I've lost it all again!
Right down the drain,
All over again.
I don't even remember me, anymore,
My heart feels so sore,
It was once we! Till I became a bore,
Now you act like a whore!
Now I'm only me!
You hated me!
But you made me free,
Don't ask me back,
'Cause I just don't care...
Anymore...
I don't care...
Anymore...
I just don't care anymore!
Full of apathy,
Just like I died inside,
Don't seem to see anymore,
Beauty all around, but from me not a sound.
You hated me!
But you made me free,
Don't ask me back,
'Cause I just don't want you...
Anymore...
I don't care...
Anymore...
I just don't care anymore!
Smoke is burnin my eye's,
Looking like I might cry,
I could say I'm alright, but that's only a lie.
Now I got a chick sliding a hand up my thigh,
But all I got is this damned tear in my eye,
This is too fucked up, and I'm wondering why...
You made me free,
Don't ask me back,
'Cause I just don't want you no more...
Anymore...
I don't want you no more...
Anymore...
I just don't want you, YOU FUCKIN WHORE!
Is she cheatin? No? Well now, that is a lie.
Let me tell you why, 'cause she got caught in a lie,
Now I'm wondering why it seems so hard to let go,
Here's a new girl she wants us to go,
My mind and my friends say yes, but my heart still say's no,
Why's it gotta be this damn hard to let go?
So now you found some one new,
But don't you know?
I did too!
So fuck it all, and fuck you too!
Because I'm fuckin over you!
Fuck, I hurt, but I don't care,
My bodies all numb, but I'm not dumb!
Girls all around, still all I'm seeing is her...
My cig's about done, ash in my hand, smoke in my...
God! Look at that!
Holy shit someone new!
Finally got my mind off'a you!
Auburn hair and shadowed eyes,
So now you found someone new,
But don't you know?
I did too!
So fuck it all, and fuck you too!
Because I'm fuckin over you!
No pain,
No sorrow,
No regrets!
You're gone! I'm finally free!
The cut still burns somewhere within,
Igniting my fire inside,
Burning, Burn, Burned...
Last fetter gone,
Now I'm free!
So fuck it all, and fuck you too!
I don't need you, 'cause I got me,
And now... I'm FREE!
I wrote this at a titty bar in Fayette-nam (it was a tough place to live, lol)
Bitch:
There's a time when the liquor looses it's flavour,
I've come to that place.
I feel that I've lost it all again!
Right down the drain,
All over again.
I don't even remember me, anymore,
My heart feels so sore,
It was once we! Till I became a bore,
Now you act like a whore!
Now I'm only me!
You hated me!
But you made me free,
Don't ask me back,
'Cause I just don't care...
Anymore...
I don't care...
Anymore...
I just don't care anymore!
Full of apathy,
Just like I died inside,
Don't seem to see anymore,
Beauty all around, but from me not a sound.
You hated me!
But you made me free,
Don't ask me back,
'Cause I just don't want you...
Anymore...
I don't care...
Anymore...
I just don't care anymore!
Smoke is burnin my eye's,
Looking like I might cry,
I could say I'm alright, but that's only a lie.
Now I got a chick sliding a hand up my thigh,
But all I got is this damned tear in my eye,
This is too fucked up, and I'm wondering why...
You made me free,
Don't ask me back,
'Cause I just don't want you no more...
Anymore...
I don't want you no more...
Anymore...
I just don't want you, YOU FUCKIN WHORE!
Is she cheatin? No? Well now, that is a lie.
Let me tell you why, 'cause she got caught in a lie,
Now I'm wondering why it seems so hard to let go,
Here's a new girl she wants us to go,
My mind and my friends say yes, but my heart still say's no,
Why's it gotta be this damn hard to let go?
So now you found some one new,
But don't you know?
I did too!
So fuck it all, and fuck you too!
Because I'm fuckin over you!
Fuck, I hurt, but I don't care,
My bodies all numb, but I'm not dumb!
Girls all around, still all I'm seeing is her...
My cig's about done, ash in my hand, smoke in my...
God! Look at that!
Holy shit someone new!
Finally got my mind off'a you!
Auburn hair and shadowed eyes,
So now you found someone new,
But don't you know?
I did too!
So fuck it all, and fuck you too!
Because I'm fuckin over you!
No pain,
No sorrow,
No regrets!
You're gone! I'm finally free!
The cut still burns somewhere within,
Igniting my fire inside,
Burning, Burn, Burned...
Last fetter gone,
Now I'm free!
So fuck it all, and fuck you too!
I don't need you, 'cause I got me,
And now... I'm FREE!