tommeh

For some reason, my nights have been quite lonely. I feel like going out or doing something, but it just doesn't happen. I don't know if I am lacking the motivation or what. It wasn't really bothering me until tonight. Although I have been spending my nights, aimlessly doing nothing, I felt OK with that. So many things in my life have been going well, until tonight. In the past week, I have figured out all my school shit for this next semester, I have found an insane flat in the city, blah blah blah. Today, my weak ass boss let me know that my promotion only came with a FIFTY CENT FUCKING RAISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This multi billion dollar company is only raising me fifty goddamn cents to be responsible for thousands and thousands of the company's money every single day? I was getting paid better walking around with my thumb in my ass, making it look like I was doing something. I now officially hate my boss. I think quitting might be in the future if this little insulting "promotion raise" doesn't change.

It's crazy how all it takes is one little thing to just absolutely slam you to the ground, pretty much numbing you of all the things that have recently been making you happy.

Tonight is one of those nights where I wish I had a couple of good drinking buddies around to just get absolutely smashed with. I hate doing that on my own............. I might just have to though.

"I just don't have any skills.... Like, num chuck skills or bo staff skills."

Napolean Dynomite