there's some program that my near father in-law installed on the work computer to act as some kind of web security device, and it somehow disabled all of my cookies. what's wierd is the program doesn't always start up when i turn on the computer.
i came to log onto the site and i see that i'm logged off, and i first thought "oh great,...
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i came to log onto the site and i see that i'm logged off, and i first thought "oh great,...
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niobe:
I hope everything works out. 
ayla:
Ha, motherfucker, that's a sign that you're not supposed to move away!
i'm so tired
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mistressmissy:
ive been exetremely tired lately. its either that or evans bed is way too comfy. i usually wake up when the alarm goes off and im all like ok evan you have to get up and lets get in the shower...but the past 2 days hes gotten up without me having to tell him to and ive stayed in bed and not gotten in the shower. i like sleeping in though. hehe.
horrorgoespop:
i slept the best the other night just because one of my best friends crashed over that night. i wasnt attracted to her in any way, but maybe its a sign that my biological clock is ticking louder than normal... i should just post this on my page.
dude, get some sleep
dude, get some sleep
week 3 of the uber-diet has begun. so far i've lost about 10 pounds. granted i feel like i'm fucking starving all the time, oh, wait, it's cos i am.
in great news. my final fantasy XI gear is fucking pimped out, and i've noticed i have trouble hitting the n key sometimes if i type too fast.
and i went to disneyland for the...
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in great news. my final fantasy XI gear is fucking pimped out, and i've noticed i have trouble hitting the n key sometimes if i type too fast.
and i went to disneyland for the...
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horrorgoespop:
dude, the new tomarrow land sucks! its all about star tours though, ironicily enough. 
ayla:
Didn't you used to have more friends on your list?
sometimes i almost forget how amazingly great certain things are in my life.
sometimes i go off and find something a little more interesting for the time being, and i always end up feeling like there's a great void in me, just waiting for me to come back to the flock of what i truly love.
i'm sorry smashing pumpkins, let me never leave your...
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sometimes i go off and find something a little more interesting for the time being, and i always end up feeling like there's a great void in me, just waiting for me to come back to the flock of what i truly love.
i'm sorry smashing pumpkins, let me never leave your...
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joscelyne:
Amen.
emperor_tane:
** Emperor Tane sits atop his black throne of chaotic evil, looking down, with a twisted smile, as his imperial legions pillage and butcher the unexpected masses **
Darkness has returned!!! Kneel
Tane
Darkness has returned!!! Kneel
Tane
i've gotta get out of here already.. complacency is making way for boredom and boredom is making way for depression and god only knows where that'll lead me.
you ever feel like remodeling your life?
tofu "
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you ever feel like remodeling your life?
tofu "
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mistressmissy:
wanting to get out of cali?
once you find somwhere you want to be its hard to be stuck where you are. i know.
you know whats funny? i told myself id never move somewhere for a guy ever again...but i do fucking hate where i live. you know that. and i love ev and i love grand rapids...so next year im moving to michigan. at least friends can still visit hehe.
once you find somwhere you want to be its hard to be stuck where you are. i know.
you know whats funny? i told myself id never move somewhere for a guy ever again...but i do fucking hate where i live. you know that. and i love ev and i love grand rapids...so next year im moving to michigan. at least friends can still visit hehe.
horrorgoespop:
dude! you dont realize how bad of a mood your words of inspiration lifted me out of. talk of music and remodeling yourself and whatnot the last couple of days. thanks homie. 
i went to see eric clapton last night.
this was the first time i actually went to a show and sat down to listen to it, and i found myself getting completely swept away in the sound.
it was so beautiful to get lost in a song again, i haven't let myself do that in so long. it's a really freeing experience.
too many people...
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this was the first time i actually went to a show and sat down to listen to it, and i found myself getting completely swept away in the sound.
it was so beautiful to get lost in a song again, i haven't let myself do that in so long. it's a really freeing experience.
too many people...
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horrorgoespop:
ok, first off... i come from a house-hold where clapton and creadence clear water were a required course. the white album was the final. but dear god!!! i pray to the rock gods of the 27 club that i dont listen to the indie "crap" to be a pretencious scene asshole. i try to expand my musical revelance, sure. but i think you hit the nail on the head, homie! ehh, i should always remember the motto that i always want to apply to my everyday life.... "i rather be dead than cool."
write back to discuss. i know your on to something.
write back to discuss. i know your on to something.
gtx:
I agree. Good essay.
i don't think it's a human possibility for me to wake up on time for work anymore.
even when i have enough sleep i still hit the snooze till 10... why?
cos i'm lazy and my job means little.
tofu ""
even when i have enough sleep i still hit the snooze till 10... why?
cos i'm lazy and my job means little.
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ayla:
OCCUPATION: Sellin' porn in the morning, servin' wine in the evenin'.
WHY I DID SG: to become the personificaton of debauchery.
Seem accurate enough?
DUDE, PROJEKT REVOLUTION TICKETS!!! The show is almost a month away, and dammit you should come up here for that so you get to see me BEFORE you move, fucker!!!!
caz:
I used to be like that, but the thought of working later hours and no money forces me outta my nice cosy bed on a morn! Damn tho, i really need to cacth up on like four weeks worht of sleep *yawn*
i stayed up playing FFXI till 7:30 this morning for the first time in forever.
as tired as i am, it feels so right.
tofu ""
as tired as i am, it feels so right.
tofu "
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horrorgoespop:
i thought i felt my maximum attack powers being dained and used somewhere else...
ayla:
Hah, you dork.
DUDE, I got offered a job testing out video games for $10 an hour. But dammit, I already have my other job...which might earn me more. Grrr...where were those damn tester people when I needed them!??!
I send you on the attack now....
DUDE, I got offered a job testing out video games for $10 an hour. But dammit, I already have my other job...which might earn me more. Grrr...where were those damn tester people when I needed them!??!
I send you on the attack now....
drinking an energy drink when you're gonna be sitting behind a desk all day = not a great idea
i feel so drugged out, it's awesome... thanks diet rockstar!
tofu ""
i feel so drugged out, it's awesome... thanks diet rockstar!
tofu "
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niobe:
What does that stuff taste like?
horrorgoespop:
further proof of the chemical dependecy of our society...
surgar-> caffiene-> energy drinks-> sex...
(le sigh)... can i get a sip of your rockstar already....
surgar-> caffiene-> energy drinks-> sex...
(le sigh)... can i get a sip of your rockstar already....
ye old tofu here has garnered quite a bit of puge over the past few months of eating drinking and innactivity for the past few months, and it's time for the hot sexy stud that used to live in my skin to reclaim his throne.
ever since we fell back to eating meat the pounds came back on, so i figure, not only did i...
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ever since we fell back to eating meat the pounds came back on, so i figure, not only did i...
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joscelyne:
Hey I'm rooting for you. I myself have been smoking too much. I don't drink all that much to begin with, since I'm a lightweight and my liver is damaged from other things anyway. I think once I start working out again and my metabolism speeds up, I'll go back to veggie, except that it's more difficult for me because I'm severely anemic and iron pills aren't an option. Yeesh!
Good luck!
Good luck!
ayla:
sooooooo today begins kat nikki and my uber diet.
for 2 weeks we're cutting out all meat but chicken and fish, 2 weeks after that we're going back to veg (which i can't ever fully do due to allergies and my detestment of tofu... ironically, so i'm still eating fish), then for the following 6 weeks i'm staying with the same diet and trying to exercise, while they cyle 2 weeks vegan, 2 weeks raw, 2 weeks vegan, then back to veg, then back to no beef and pork. personally i think the idea of just fish and poultry is survivable, especially with my love of sushi and chicken sandwiches...
....and I would hope that there is an ulitmate goal to all of this, right?