Tooth pain is mostly under control now. I get to call the dentist for an appointment tomorrow. Here's hoping that the process goes quickly and smoothly and it gets fixed pronto.
April has to be my least favorite month.
On April 6th, my dad would have been 87 years old...however, on April 21st will be the 8 year anniversary of his death. It does not seem like 8 years. It doesn't even seem like 5! Time flies way too quickly. With my depression rearing it's ugly head recently, I'm not sure how I'll be this month.
I still haven't bumped up the anti-depressant like my doctor advised me to. I'm scared I'll lose my sex drive, and that caused a major problem in Jeff's and my relationship not too long ago, which in turn helped to bring on the depression. Life is a damn vicious circle for sure.
I feel like I'm mopey all the time. I try not to be, but it's difficult. And between allergies and anxiety, I keep having asthma/panic attacks. UGH. I also still need to set up appointment with a psychiatrist. So many things on my to-do list!!
Anyway, onto some happy thoughts:
1. Spencer just got to meet his Great-Grandpa on Jeff's Dad's side for the first time this weekend. He and his wife are from Arkansas, and the last time WE even saw them I was still pregnant.
2. Jeff's parents and Grandparents are going to come see us on Friday.
3. I get to see the bestie, which means Spencer gets to see HIS bestie, on Saturday while Jeff has band practice. She just had baby #2 on March 15th.
4. Jeff and I are going to see Green Day on April 16th, and the gorgeous, wonderful, amazing Mavenist is going to watch Spencer for us.
5. I don't have to work a full day after Green Day...I get to go in late
6. Spencer had SO much fun hunting Easter eggs!!
April has to be my least favorite month.
On April 6th, my dad would have been 87 years old...however, on April 21st will be the 8 year anniversary of his death. It does not seem like 8 years. It doesn't even seem like 5! Time flies way too quickly. With my depression rearing it's ugly head recently, I'm not sure how I'll be this month.
I still haven't bumped up the anti-depressant like my doctor advised me to. I'm scared I'll lose my sex drive, and that caused a major problem in Jeff's and my relationship not too long ago, which in turn helped to bring on the depression. Life is a damn vicious circle for sure.
I feel like I'm mopey all the time. I try not to be, but it's difficult. And between allergies and anxiety, I keep having asthma/panic attacks. UGH. I also still need to set up appointment with a psychiatrist. So many things on my to-do list!!
Anyway, onto some happy thoughts:
1. Spencer just got to meet his Great-Grandpa on Jeff's Dad's side for the first time this weekend. He and his wife are from Arkansas, and the last time WE even saw them I was still pregnant.
2. Jeff's parents and Grandparents are going to come see us on Friday.
3. I get to see the bestie, which means Spencer gets to see HIS bestie, on Saturday while Jeff has band practice. She just had baby #2 on March 15th.
4. Jeff and I are going to see Green Day on April 16th, and the gorgeous, wonderful, amazing Mavenist is going to watch Spencer for us.
5. I don't have to work a full day after Green Day...I get to go in late
6. Spencer had SO much fun hunting Easter eggs!!