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Sunday Sep 21, 2008

Sep 21, 2008
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Had an asthma attack last night. It's still trying to come back. Just out of the blue...probably stress and the weather change, but still...no warnings.

Anyone know anything about dreams? Cuz I'm still trying to figure this one out from my last blog...


It was very, very creepy...and it really shouldn't have been.

I was home alone, as usual. Hubby was probably at work, and Roomy (Omeganightmare) was somewhere else as well. Anyhow I got a call late at night from Roomy saying he was on his way home, and I started freaking out. I ran up to my bedroom and actually hid. I was litterally scared he was coming home.

I stayed in hiding for awhile, then alll of a sudden I closed my eyes and could see that his car was in our parking lot pulling into his normal spot and he was heading for the door. I started freaking out a bit more! Then, something in me decided I needed to confront him, but all I did was go to the top of the stairs and say hi to him...then I went back to my room.

That's when I woke up.

Now any of you who know me, I mean REALLY know me, know that there's no way I would ever be afraid of Jay. He's like a brother to me. He's honestly one of my best friends, and has been forever. This was just a crazy mixed up dream, and I had to share it.

Oh, but, um, as per his request, you should still all think he's scary...
joker_:
Are you secretly afraid of something in your life right now, involving something that you think about roomy? I'd hazard a guess this has very little to do with your roomy and more to do with some quality or another that he shares with one of your subconscious fears that you're unwilling to confront right now. Which is perfectly fine, by the by.
Sep 21, 2008
sweetzen:
sounds to me like your roomy is just a symbol for someone close to you. perhaps there is something that you have been avoiding telling someone. or someone close to you has hurt you in a way that you have not dealt with/confronted yet. i dont know what your history is like at all but there could be a memory you arent aware of knocking on your brain trying to emerge and you may be afraid to take a look at it because it has something to do with someone close to you, and yourself.
so there's my 2 cents lol
kiss
Sep 22, 2008

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