I'm really looking forward to the Dropkick Murphys and Mighty Mighty Bosstones concert on Saturday. I love Dropkick Murphys and we've never gotten to see them live.
I've been thinking about this...I have friends, really good friends, who, God forbid, if anything happend to them, there's no way I'd ever find out. And that scares the crap out of me. Then that thought got me thinking even more...it's a bit scary knowing that if anything were to happen to my mom, her friends would first call her sister and brother in law, and then they would call me. I wouldn't be the first to know...I'd be an afterthought. Does that sound selfish? It just scares me.
On a happier note, I made the most AWESOME fresh strawberry muffins yesterday. They're even good for you, wheat flour, non-fat yogurt, unsweetened applesauce, splenda, etc. In fact, theyr'e so good, that they're already gone.
k, enough for now. talk to you all soon. *hugs*
I've been thinking about this...I have friends, really good friends, who, God forbid, if anything happend to them, there's no way I'd ever find out. And that scares the crap out of me. Then that thought got me thinking even more...it's a bit scary knowing that if anything were to happen to my mom, her friends would first call her sister and brother in law, and then they would call me. I wouldn't be the first to know...I'd be an afterthought. Does that sound selfish? It just scares me.
On a happier note, I made the most AWESOME fresh strawberry muffins yesterday. They're even good for you, wheat flour, non-fat yogurt, unsweetened applesauce, splenda, etc. In fact, theyr'e so good, that they're already gone.
k, enough for now. talk to you all soon. *hugs*
Thinking about the death of loved ones is a terrible pass time, yet I find myself doing it. I think that it is something that those of us who have lost someone close to us do more than others, I have been known to work myself into a panic attack thinking of such things. Just yesterday, Josh told me that the next construction jobsite is going to be in Napa and he will have to commute. What's the first thing that I thought? I'm already scared of him falling from scaffolding or something, now what if he gets into an accident on the drive to or from? But we can't let fear and worry keep us in a nasty little box of doing nothing. We all live and we all die, it's just a matter of when, and because we can't know that, we have to just let go of our terror at the thought of losing someone and allow ourselves to grieve when it does happen. It is easier said than done, but I promise I will do my best.
Eh, we have such heavy thoughts from time to time, don't we?
BTW, your muffins sound delicious. I ate dry toast this morning because I was in a hurry amd my tummy is jealous of yours.