toez

Yeah. The blahs and mopes are back.

It's mah Birthday!

Until my birthday! And it's kind of already been ruined

A few days ago, a girl who was my best friend all through middle school passed away. She had gastric bypass surgery a short time after I did, (10 years ago) and recently started having problems. She was admitted to the hospital, and went into organ failure.

THEN, my best friend Amy admitted that she...
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No. I'm not a zombie. Yet. My brain is rebelling against me yet again. Depression is a son of a bitch, and just when I think I'm doing good, it decides I'm not. I love my life. I love my husband, live my child, but I can't help the feeling that I'm going to mess everything up. Sometimes I want to pack a bag, and...
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Hubbster and I are on vacation this week. All we have done is sex, zombie movies more sex, sleep, more sex, and caught up on walking dead. Did I mention sex? Today we are going to go see the Lego movie. Should be a fun time :) Then, of course, more sex is in order...heh. Best vacation ever.

Friends are great, and I just made a new one! Roomy is dating an awesome girl, and she and I really seem to get along (which is great for him lol). I need more local friends...who don't stand me up or break plans. Kiddo was with the grandparents last night and I had plans to hang with a friend, but he was a no show....
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All good things must come to an end. That's what I'm told. But I'm not sure why lol

Hi, my name is Toez, and I'm insecure. Always have been. I am working on it, and I've found, the best way to work on it, is to be honest about it. Here is a list of the things that my brain is over-run with day in and day out...

I'm fat. I lost 150 lbs, then gained 50 back. I don't want to be...
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