Hmmm my last post didn't work... hmmm just noticed now wrote it a while ago, the short version of it is I got punched in the face at a bar for no reason at all. Then after that I had to go to the hospital because I was really lightheaded and dizzy they told me I had anxiety after doing a test to make sure I was ok physically... thenj a bit after that I was feeling a lot of anxiety one night so I called my sister and she took me to the hospital I started crying on the way there they took blood there and gave me some larazopan to take whenever I need to. I stayed at my sisters that weekend and cried a few more times there. I am doing better now and haven't needed to take larazopan for about a week.
blah now that's quickly summed up.
I have been talking to a girl for a while from my hometown (well she goes to college elsewhere her parents live there like mine) talking to her on the phone and msn and I think hitting it off pretty well. We decided that she should come to To to see me... and this Thursday she did her and her friend amy drove here amy went to go see a friend the first night and ya. Me and Carly watched some movies at my place then cuddled a bit at night, I donno how much she was into it but ya I put my arm around her and she didn't seem to have an issue with it then she turned over and put her arm around me and we were super close . On Friday Carly came to class with me (had database ETP, and law) it was pretty cool she seemed to like it and got to meet a could of my friends. After class amy picked us up, and they asked Dave to come too, I didn't really want him to come heck I didn't really want amy to come and kind of wanted it to be just me and carly but meh amy was her ride here and dave was in the apt. when we left so it would be rude not to. We went to the spaghetti factory which was pretty cool then to the steam whistle brewery for a few free samples and a tour which was kind of neat. Took us a while to get home then ya. That night me and carly slept in the same be again I kissed that night she kissed back but didn't seem that into it... maybe because she was sleepy, maybe not I don't know. She did initiate a kiss a couple times though so that is good lots of closeness that night too . it sounds like I will see her next on Easter when we are both gone home. But I don't think that will give me a chance to share a bed with her which I loved!
I have been wondering about her all day the I wonder if kind of stuff I just have to focus on the positive things, she came to TO to see me and she kissed me those are both pretty good so yep I'll try to be positive.
bye blog
blah now that's quickly summed up.
I have been talking to a girl for a while from my hometown (well she goes to college elsewhere her parents live there like mine) talking to her on the phone and msn and I think hitting it off pretty well. We decided that she should come to To to see me... and this Thursday she did her and her friend amy drove here amy went to go see a friend the first night and ya. Me and Carly watched some movies at my place then cuddled a bit at night, I donno how much she was into it but ya I put my arm around her and she didn't seem to have an issue with it then she turned over and put her arm around me and we were super close . On Friday Carly came to class with me (had database ETP, and law) it was pretty cool she seemed to like it and got to meet a could of my friends. After class amy picked us up, and they asked Dave to come too, I didn't really want him to come heck I didn't really want amy to come and kind of wanted it to be just me and carly but meh amy was her ride here and dave was in the apt. when we left so it would be rude not to. We went to the spaghetti factory which was pretty cool then to the steam whistle brewery for a few free samples and a tour which was kind of neat. Took us a while to get home then ya. That night me and carly slept in the same be again I kissed that night she kissed back but didn't seem that into it... maybe because she was sleepy, maybe not I don't know. She did initiate a kiss a couple times though so that is good lots of closeness that night too . it sounds like I will see her next on Easter when we are both gone home. But I don't think that will give me a chance to share a bed with her which I loved!
I have been wondering about her all day the I wonder if kind of stuff I just have to focus on the positive things, she came to TO to see me and she kissed me those are both pretty good so yep I'll try to be positive.
bye blog
todzuallen:
a comment by me on my own blog.... I fail at liking people like really I don't know her that well but I already find myself really missing her and can't wait to see her next but you can't really tell a girl that when you just let her know you like her a little while ago and don't know how she feels blah.... shitty.