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I can't really find anything that is inspiring me to write right now. So I'm giving you this song lyric that speaks to my state of mind lately. Enjoy some Morrissey.



She told me she loved me, Which means, She must be insane
I've had my face dragged in , Fifteen miles of shit, And I do not, And I do not, And I do...
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devil_bitch:
Ah yes Morrisey. Ever the bright shinning ray of sunshine. As for dating...well blah!! There is someone out there for us both. Somewhere there is someone who's not insane.
devil_bitch:
Did you fall of the face of the universe?
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Recent events, such as the appointment of an ardent opponent of the authority of the UN being appointed to the UN ambassadorship from the US, has once again brought to the forefront of the worlds consciousness that the Bush Administration does not care what the world thinks. As if to reiterate that point(like the world hasnt already realized it), I was listening to NPR this...
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crucifyingcupid:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
You know it's very hard to tell you that when you never answer your phone.....
jessie:
Happy B-day!
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You have to know how to accept rejection and reject acceptance.-Ray Bradbury

I'm feeling a bit guilty today. For 9 months I've been spending every day knowing one thing. That one thing was that I wasn't going to eat meat that day. The treatment of animals in captivity, the cruel way that the animals are slaughtered, and the fact that I know vegetarianism to be,...
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crucifyingcupid:
Now THAT'S the boy I know and love! Who needs ideals anyway? haha.
devil_bitch:
I love cats. Cats love me. My body hates cats. I have a pretty bad allergy to cats. Which kind of makes me mad because they are so damn cute. Cats are also assholes. I love dogs because they are short on attitiued on long on cuddling.

Thanks for the advice. smile
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I'm sitting here wanting to write something inspired. I'm practically begging for inspiration, yet nothing comes. I do have a post bubbling under the surfact but it's certainly not made it to the point that I'm ready to let lose that particular rant. So, here I sit, trying to think of something to write.

Yesterday, as anybody can tell, I've been very inspired by the...
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crucifyingcupid:
You know I love you hun - therefore I'll stick with "no comment"
devil_bitch:
*stands up and applauds*

You lost me for a minute talking about the Reddest of Red states, Kansas. I thought you were gonna go all redneck conservative on me.

I think that you are right in most of what you have to say here. The greatest way to happiness is to be better people. Start with yourself and the world will follow.

I also have come to accept that violence and tragedy are natural parts of life. Life is like two sides of a coin. They are both so different but the are part of the same thing. Sometimes blood must be shed before a positive change can come around. It's a cycle, a circle. There are different phases of energy, and good and bad both get a turn.
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I was quite impressed today by the amazing way that the Lebanese people have rallied behind a cause and had one of the most beautiful aspects of life, a non-violent revolution. I'm amazed at the level of revolutionary activity that I have been able to witness, not just in my lifetime, but in the past few months. With both the Ukraine and Lebanon having peaceful...
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perfectly_flawed:
V. interesting concept.. But v. true
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So, it's Valentine's Day. A day of enjoyment for those in relationships and a day of bitterness for those not. I actually am not as bitter as in the past today though, as I had a great weekend. On Saturday, I went out to celebrate one of my dear friend's birthday, which led to all sorts of hilarity. Myself drunk, my friends drunk, the birthday...
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ragesong:
haha, you'd only sleep with 3 of them. I'm sure that's very reassuring to their boyfriends wink
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OK...it's a shitty miserable day out. And I'm in a shitty miserable mood, but since I have nobody I want to unload my shitty miserable feelings on(especially not the girl causing it, I might really regret that) you few people who actually will see this get the brunt, and for that I am sorry.

I've been talking to this girl. She's sweet, amazing, and sexy...
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bodybag:
i've found myself in roughly the same situation. every relationship i get into turns out the same, even all the women that i "date" seem very similar.
after years of thought on the matter, i'd have to say that it is I who chooses the same woman over and over again.
i cram life's experiences into the kind of situations that make me "comfortable." until i find out why i keep doing this, i'll probably continue repeating myself repeating myself. confused whatever smile
helpfull?

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devil_bitch:
I agree with MrOmega on this one. You probaly keep picking the same type of woman over and over again. I am guilty of the same. Hence why there was no licking on the Indian. I got that he might be interested but usually anything with a married man ends very badly and is highly stressful while it is going on. I have made the decision to stop persuing that. I am trying to change my taste in men. It's hard too. Not to say that I just dig married men. I have kind of sworn of men right now. Why? I need to attract the right kind. That is what you need to do. Focus on you and what you truly want. Tell that girl to fuck off and wait for the right one to come along.

I have also noticed that you men always want the really hot girl and the really hot girls are usually the ones that fuck you over. Just a theory. It will get better sweetie. You can be a good person and still get the girl who treats you good. kiss
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I really really hate having my brother sleeping at my place. Going from having total privacy to absolute no privacy is annoying as hell. Thus the lack of actual writing shit in here. Or anywhere for that matter. I'm about a week behind on emails and everything else.

So, last night, a friend of mine at work and I decided that our company needed to...
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Why do people who make $18/hour cry poverty to somebody who's only making $10/hour? This is a question that's been bothering me a lot lately, what with my home being a boarding house for my brother and all. He makes $18/hour, his wife makes $40,000/year, and yet he is constantly complaining about how broke he is to me. To me. Bearing in mind that I...
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birdy:
I just saw what you said about the Buffy DVDs.

Thank god Season 7 is finally out
so I can watch those,
be done with them,
and get on with my life.

It's a shame it's over,
but Really.
It's been getting out of hand.
I haven't done laundry or washed my hair in days.

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So, I come home from work today and am blown away by 5 whole comments. I look at the comments and realize that I know 2 of these people, being as they have been added on my friend list, not that I actually know them. Then I when I decided to check out my bookmarks I found out. My ultra--cool new friend, sophie, had...
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flimshaw:
come, join us.

SGKC
devil_bitch:
Hey at least you love your bro enough to let him sleep on an air mattress in your living room. There are some people out there that would have told him to fuck off. Blood or not. Look at this way. You will have someone to rant to when you come home from work. You will always have someone to drink with, and play videogames with.

As for Christmas. It is a double edged sword. I hate the commercialism of but I love to buy presents for the people I love. Why? It makes me happy to see them get excited that I took the time out to spend money on them. Just to see them smile. I love Christmas because it makes me remember Santa, Rudolph, fresh baked cookies, and snow. It is the one time of year that people feel it is ok to love your fellow man. It should happen all the time but it doesn't. Christmas makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I'm not a Christian but I love the holiday. My two cents.

This was a kick ass journal entry by the way. It makes you feel better to get that all out doesn't it?