titaniameg

Okay here is my freaking deal and ugh, just, ugh.

So like I have this plan where I'm gonna a)Fly to Cali buy a car and drive it home or B) Fly to BC buy a car and drive to cali and then home. So that's gonna go down in like February or whatever if I can figure that all out with legal stuff.

So now, Garrett. Oh jeeze.

Here is his deal. He's being super nice to me, telling me he'll never stop loving me and he wants to do anything to just get me to talk to him and be friends, and he'll start at negative a billion if he has to. He wants to all plan his life around us being together and insists we are on a "break" which means we didn't break up.

Then the big kicker.

He got me Imogen Heap tickets, which, he is probably the only person in the world that SOMEHOW knows how much that girl means to me. Like, I didn't know he ever paid attention that much but apparently he did and I know he can't afford that.

God I have no idea what to do.

Also a very good (wealthy) friend of mine ian want to take me out on a date, which I am totally willing to let him do. But then does that mean I'm cheating on Garrett if I do that? I don't even know.

I HATE YOU LIFE!!