So far I have pretty much been nailing Saturn's return. I left someone I was deeply in love with because we weren't in the same place anymore, I started living by myself for the first time ever, and I began a transition into the career field I am the most passionate about. It hasn't been a perfect year, one of my closest friends passed away in February and not a day goes by that I don't see her face and hear her laugh. I found strength in her memory to keep moving forward, knowing she would not want me to let this cripple my life. I miss her so much.
Throughout the good and the bad, I think I've faced this year with a maturity I never possessed in the past. I think I've grown tremendously. But as I lay here, I feel lost. Bouncing from one thought to the other, not really sure which direction is the best. Unclear as to what path holds the future I most desire. I see you've upped the stakes Saturn. You tricky minx you.