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Leaving notes.

Met some lovely people here,
Some will probably never appreciate just the impact they made on my life.

My sojourn away from home put a lot of things into perspective, and while I am less than delighted with how things are, I guess ultimately they are best for everyone.

I wish things could have been different, but you can't make polar opposites...
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nene:
I'm so glad to have met you here and continued that friendship on to FB.

I'm still going to miss reading your blogs on this site but I understand why you must go. I've thought about leaving many times myself but there are some elements here that I still enjoy and I'm just not ready to let go yet.

See ya on the other side my friend. tongue
kay:
Indeed. Too easy to find people there. IE, I definitely do not want to be found, unless I'm the one on the hunt. smile

You take care now, and I will definitely email you love.

~cheers
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Urgh. This site is stupid.

What's the point of having a photo upload option if any photo worth sharing is too large for it to handle? And yes, I am a digital imaging specialist (Ad Dip in multimedia) so I know how to make things smaller, but at what cost? Why should, in 2012 when everyone has high speed internet and no data restrictions...
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kay:
kiss
titeh:
x
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jovankat:
I really like the top one. What's the location?
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Let it be noted that washing a handful of sedatives down with a bottle of wine the night before an 18 hour shoot is not the ideal way to preceed a day.

Back to your regular programming.... *dies*
fyrfly:
I agree, if nothing else there was a good chance he didn't even realise what was happening.

Haha, poor you, you'll get through the shoot man, pump those energy drinks
callioppe:
<3
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Fuck me, I need to take 10 of one lot of tablets a day for 4 weeks, then my usual 5 a day.
I am going to rattle!

Its also sent me broke.

I'm not liking this being sick thing, it can go away now please.

I guess the + here is that I've had a nurse offer.
Couldn't have come from a...
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titeh:
hehehe....

Oooh I love those movies!
titeh:
I am having a kids movie moment.
Soon to eat then curl into bed, I will be human for work tomorrow..
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For the record, I am never free-handing a fucking design on fabric ever again.

EVER.

Salvage tip: With enough magenta glitter, anything can look passable.

Pro-tip: With enough wine, almost anything feels ok.


Almost. *goes out to look for glitter and wine*
kay:
Sounds like a party.
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K well the results are in, and to be honest are a bit surprising.

Ross River Fever, glandular fever, high CK enzymes (that was expected), some deficiencies due to the viruses, and rheumatoid arthritis.

So that means a few months of feeling like I have a bad flu (which I have been), joint pains, enough tablets to make me rattle, and a sense of validity...
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jovankat:
Awesome news, vindication but not an incurable degenerative disease! That sounds like a win sir.
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I suppose I ought to have a shower and get myself back to the doctor. Test results today.

Kinda blase about it to be honest.

Its a bit shit that when the wheels fall off, the people you expect to show a modicum of concern don't. Its nice when the people who are 'there' for you are a bit surprising.

I guess my priorities...
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Anxiety is single handedly the shittiest thing to have to live with on a day to day basis.
Well, maybe next to domestic violence and cancer/other terminal illness. but still....

A simple task turns into the most horrible experience.

And nobody understands.

I'm sure not many people really care one way or the other either, which is probably part of the problem, but...
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