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The Failure Of "The Gummi As Therapy" Experiment

I'm in a foul mood today
If you've known me long enough you've seen one of these
No real reason behind it
Just a bunch of little things piled on top of each other
Never quite figured out how to stop one of them from happening
They just happen
Around 11am today I declared that I needed...
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There's Always Something To Bitch About

Im finding myself with nothing to say on here
Not that Im stressing over it
I guess if I was being paid
Or if I was trying to tell a story
To have a point
To reach an end
It would be different
But in here I just ramble
Piss-moan and complain is more accurate
Just bitching
Sometimes to...
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maxi:
thanks for the lovely comments on my set, much appreciated wink
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Metal Health Will Drive You Mad

have a Ben Gay patch on my neck right now
I feel like an old man
Granted
I am eating jelly beans for breakfast
It should balance out
No?
Probably not
Why the pain?
Too much headbanging
Headbanging to The Sword & to Priestess after too much drinking and no sleep
My body probably should have healed itself by...
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lanolin:
thanks for the comment on my set!! smile
lenox:
Thanks for the comment! <3 <3 ^___^
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Garcon, Newport Me!

Today is my one year anniversary
One year wtihout a cigarette
I rule

But
The sad part is
If I could have a Newport right now
Just one
And I knew that I wouldn't go back to smoking again
I would

I wrote this last year:

Step Inside to 14 Years

I haven't had a cigarette in eight days
After over 14...
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Home Home Home


A weekend of self imposed isolation
Saturday I didn't put shoes on until almost 10pm
And even then I didn't leave the house
Wound up passing out
After showering
And dressing
Woke up around 2am to messages wondering where I was
Followed by messages littered with slurred four letter words and suggestions that I should engage in intercourse with myself
If only...
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While JV Soccer Cleans The House

-Who is Lou Rawls?
-Who is President Rushmore?
-Who is Lamo?
-What is Shampoo?
-Who is Hewlett Packard?
-What is Paris, France?
-What is non-alcoholic wine?

Ok
I admit it
I've watched this movie way too many times
calamity:
Sorry it is so terribly belated.... but thank you for the comment on my set! smile I'm also selling the scarf that I was knitting in the set--and a ball of yarn, to boot. wink
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An Output of Nothing

I have writers block
7 years and counting
Is there a limit to how long it can continue?
As time has gone on
Its gotten worse
I used to be able to at least start
Start a story
Get through a page or two before being crippled with worry
Confused about direction
Structure
Concerned about pacing
Perspective
Am I forcing the...
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Theres a vicious pain in the pit of my stomach right now
Maybe Korean barbecue wasnt the best idea last night
Maybe drinking on an empty stomach was where I went wrong
Or that could just be where I started to go wrong
Maybe its my eating habits in general
If I had to venture a guess
Id say its probably all three
Im not...
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odette:
oh my god, you totally reminded me that Lost is on. thank you
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Havent been writing much here lately
Maybe I just have nothing to vent about
Not so much complain, mind you
But just venting
Complaining just to complain - that would be easy
Theres always something to bitch about
Like the fact that every week, by Thursday, the deli I stop in every day no longer has Orbit Citrusmint
Youd think by now theyd just buy...
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ymonster:
I have that OCMS song... It's pretty good. I didn't know Whitehouse was opening for Pig Destroyer... Crazy. I tried to get tickets for HoF yesterday, and they were sold out. Gar.

I think you look a little like the guy in that tattoo, without your beard.
skull
odette:
youre not Mike without the beard!!!!!
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My Comforter Is Apparently A Duvet

Saturday I woke up at 9 in the morning
Probably because I got home from the bar at the 3
The later I stay out drinking
The earlier I wake up
Seeing as how I was up early I figured I might as well get something accomplished
I dropped off my laundry at the laundromat
(I realized that its...
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