tinysharks

There's Always Something To Bitch About

Im finding myself with nothing to say on here
Not that Im stressing over it
I guess if I was being paid
Or if I was trying to tell a story
To have a point
To reach an end
It would be different
But in here I just ramble
Piss-moan and complain is more accurate
Just bitching
Sometimes to vent
Sometimes to get a point across to someone that I know is reading this
Sometimes there is no reason
Just bitching to bitch
I remember hearing Palahniuk say, Theres always something to bitch about.
And I guess that thats true
I could bitch about a million things right now:
The fact that I apparently missed a spot shaving my head
And
Despite seeing at least a dozen or so people that I know so far today
No one said anything until 10am
The old guy on the subway in the sweatpants who keeps winking at me in the mornings
The fact that my cell phone wont stay charged and a battery costs $50 because they must be made of diamonds or something
Anyway
Before I get rolling and lose my train of thought again
Ive spent so much of my time on here complaining about one thing or another that Im not really sure what else to use this forum for
And I dont feel much like complaining lately
The pain in my shoulder and neck is gone for the time being
Ive been sleeping almost like a normal person
I picked up my guitar and played with actual people for the first time in almost eight years
I havent had to move in the last few months
Ive met some amazing people
And
After all this
Im not going to say Im comfortable
Or content
And by no means would I go so far as to say Im happy
That right there would be the kiss of death
But you get the idea