tinypixie

so instead of going to bed last night at a decent time like I much needed, i decided to stay up and work on dad's father's day gift. about had a fit when i was trying to hammer these TINY little nails into the frame for the little holder. damn things are hard to work with. got all the stuff mounted on the background, and...
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so i just ordered my dad's father's day gift. i'm ordering him copies of the original passenger information and ship information from when my grandfather came to america at ellis island. i'm actually pretty excited about it myself. to think that my grandfather was my age when he left home and came to a foreign country, not speaking a word of english.... it actually gets...
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so yeah, absolutely no one else can get engaged or married. the end. no more.

had fun the last couple days. went to see madagascar, which i didn't like. then the circus yesterday and this zoo/wildlife refuge kinda place today. took a vacation day to do it. it was nice. i wish i had 4 day weekends every week...

will post pix, but right now...
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happy memorial day everyone. it's a day for remembering stuff and having parties and bbq'ing. i honestly have to say i hate the fact that holdiays are nothing more than a day off and a party anymore. please just take a moment out of your day to remember those who've passed. that's what it's for anyway.

so today is circus day!! i'm going, and you...
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Highlights of my day:
~Seeing a guy with a mohawk driving on my way to work
~Finding out that the gym's having another set of belly dancing lessons, and getting enrolled at the last minute
~Having a woman and a gay guy at work tell me I looked really nice today, encluding my hair
~Having it get sunny and warm out finally
~Realizing I get...
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it's hump day! only in that "thank god the week's almost over" kind of way though i'm sure...

vanessa is my friend now! yay!

so not too much exciting is going on. i am really hating my job. i hate getting up early, i hate being there, i hate talking to people... i want so bad to find a job some where else... here's to...
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saw ep 3 today! fantastic!! it totally rocked, and yoda kicked some SERIOUS ass!! SEE IT!!

i have a computer virus. yay


*update* seems to be gone now... :crossing fingers:

i hate to sounds cynical, but i'm beginning to think paying for this isn't worth it anymore...

this is not meant to be an insult to those of you who actually comment/talk to me. but anyway...

it's been a long week, and i'm glad it's friday. i am however, being LAME and going to bed...

so work wasn't tooo bad yesterday. typical really.

i'm up early as fuck today though so i can go get estimates on my car. oh yeah... i had a fender bender tuesday night. the culmination of my sucking at life. that's why tuesday was bad.

and my dad hates me, but whatever.

i felt really drained and empty all day yesterday. i guess it was...
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i thought i was down the other night...

it got worse.

didn't go to work yesterday.

wish i didn't have to today.

but that would mean staying home with my dad. and that's not an option.

beginning to think i need antidepressants...antianxiety... something.


and just when you think you know who your friends are, you realize you're wrong.

i have cramps, i'm cranky, there is no ice cream in the house... i'm going to cuddle with my kitten cuz she loves me...