Thank you for humoring me in my last post and telling me why I am on yer list..
Sometimes an ego rub is nice.
This week has been the pits, I just feel so drained. Brian's uncle died of brain cancer on Weds, and it has been a very interesting few days.
Its funny. His kids don't even know he is dead. He was a horrible horrible person. to the point where none of the family wanted anything to do with him. I pray to God I never have anyone in my life that feels that way about me...but I also know I would never treat people the way he did.
Last week I told you about a guy I work with whom gets me all blushy..fucking hell guys..I cannot even describe this guy short of Emniem(spelling?) with glasses..he doesn't look like him, just the style of dress. He is very bashful around me. And it makes me flutter. Most of the time I am just treated like one of the guys here..Maybe because he is new he feels like he has to be that way, I don't know..But he says hi to me and we both get so stinking gushy..today, he was working and he was talking or singing to himself, and I leaned in, and told him to stop talking to himself..he got so red..the 3..2..1..I am freaking watery eyed blushing..I just wanted to throw him against the wall, take his stupid ass sideways baseball hat off, and make out with him..If I saw him on the street I would not even give him a second look..and Now I want to ride him..weeeiiirrd.
2 issues with this : 1-Brian, if its not for porn, he doesn't totally dig me hopping in bed with random dudes.
2-this guy is sorta a fuck up..and my sorta I mean really..he has absolutely no potential..He is the kind of guy I would have dated to rescue..I can't save the world..I see him and I want to make him better...sigh..
well..video journal this weekend.
Go lookie at Vivid's new set
Sometimes an ego rub is nice.
This week has been the pits, I just feel so drained. Brian's uncle died of brain cancer on Weds, and it has been a very interesting few days.
Its funny. His kids don't even know he is dead. He was a horrible horrible person. to the point where none of the family wanted anything to do with him. I pray to God I never have anyone in my life that feels that way about me...but I also know I would never treat people the way he did.
Last week I told you about a guy I work with whom gets me all blushy..fucking hell guys..I cannot even describe this guy short of Emniem(spelling?) with glasses..he doesn't look like him, just the style of dress. He is very bashful around me. And it makes me flutter. Most of the time I am just treated like one of the guys here..Maybe because he is new he feels like he has to be that way, I don't know..But he says hi to me and we both get so stinking gushy..today, he was working and he was talking or singing to himself, and I leaned in, and told him to stop talking to himself..he got so red..the 3..2..1..I am freaking watery eyed blushing..I just wanted to throw him against the wall, take his stupid ass sideways baseball hat off, and make out with him..If I saw him on the street I would not even give him a second look..and Now I want to ride him..weeeiiirrd.
2 issues with this : 1-Brian, if its not for porn, he doesn't totally dig me hopping in bed with random dudes.
2-this guy is sorta a fuck up..and my sorta I mean really..he has absolutely no potential..He is the kind of guy I would have dated to rescue..I can't save the world..I see him and I want to make him better...sigh..
well..video journal this weekend.
Go lookie at Vivid's new set
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