tinyhobo

I made some curry dish for dinner. I own. deal with it.
I spent 26 dollars at the thrift store and in my purches was able to snatch up an Nomar Red Sox Jersey and a pair of never been worn red suede heels, along with some other stuff.

today Is easter, I have to go to my sister in laws in a few hours. Not thrilled about that, but Brian and her don't get along real well, so it will be a drive by for sure.

I have to hop on the treadmill before I stuff my face.

I need girlsex, as usual. Oh well.

If there is anything you want to know, just ask.

I'm cleaning out the friends list soon. So if you lurk but want to remain on the list, let me know..deletion will happen on Weds. No sense in keeping people around who don't even act like they give a shit.

I feel amazing right now, like anything I touch will catch on fire. I have passion and life running through my veins.
I feel like I could piss red wine. I'm not sure what happen and when, but holy fuck. I somehow fucking managed to cure my depression, somehow I killed my self loathing. Last night-I felt the fat talk, the ugly whining coming back..and I just said, not now. and it went away. That has never happened before.. usualy my head just goes yes now..deal with it. and I cry myself to sleep. Not anymore. I suppose I have taght myself how to heal..
I don't know.

I spoke to my father for a minute today. he is just so cold and self centered. he talked for 15 minutes about him, and never once asked how I was feeling/doing. I am so glad I learned how to be human from my mother.

anyhow..Talk to everone soon.

I need this..thanks