tinyhobo

• Weather was cold and windy


• I think my brother is cooler than you


• My mom cooks your face off


• My father is the poor man's Bobby Deniro


• I ate lots of cheese

Cash was pretty damned awesome in person.

And now for what you all wanted to hear..me gush about Martini to be honest, there is nothing I could say that will do what I feel inside any justice. She is incredible in person. Her soul and spirit are far more beautiful than I ever imagined. It is hard being online today, seeing her in photo form, instead of by my side.
Actually Im choking back tears while I write this. I love her so much.

Brian and I had a heart to heart Saturday nite while I was drunk. I cried my nose off about some things thay needed to be said. I feel better now though. We have been having some real issues that needed to be addressed, as I was clearly getting tired of being taken for granted. I didnt want that to be a pattern that starts now, so that when I marry him it continues. He just has gotten sort of lazy with being romantic, and its not that I am in need of constant attention, but he really just was going through the motions. WHen we spoke about it, he actually realized what he was doing, and said that it wasnt me that was imagining this,that it was there.
Things will get better, I know it.

God I miss her. I just want to be in bed with some pizza and my lady and a landshark.

I learned something this weekend though. I'm way better of a persont than I let myself think I am. Someone flew from another country to be with me.

I have lots of food to work off of my gut.

Oh and I learned that When I get oldish I hope to fuck I look like

Helen Mirren


I really feel out of it. I hope today flys by.

Anything happen this weekend?