I wanted to apologize for my delay in health updates, I was writing little by little when I could and ended up losing the draft, if anyone still reads this or cares.
For who can continues read me: HY ALL MY FRIENDS <3
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVE MESSAGES WHILE I WAS IN RECOVERY
THANK U FOR CARE (づ ◕‿◕ )づ
I already have another blogs about my tragerory, if you want check this:
Sometimes I got very discouraged or really lacked physical strength, and I neglected my diet, mainly because I don't have a support network, cooking is a very difficult thing for me, sometimes just doing it in one day ruins me, on days when I'm a little better, I take the opportunity to make more portions and freeze them, neglecting my health really hurt me and my physical assessment got worse, but now I'm more focused on this part and on improving
ABOUT THE GESTRINONE IMPLANT AND OTHER REMEDIES
I still have a lot of weakness and indispositionand discomfort but the implant helps a little with that, there was a month when I really felt an improvement, it was during the month of October, after that the effect it was decreasing, and all the symptoms were returning again, it's horrible the feeling that without an expensive medicine you are nothing, you can't live, you can't take care of yourself, you can't get up or take care of the people you love, I had a I had an epiphany this month when suddenly I was in bed and thought ''I'm sick forever'' and most of the people who are close to me and live with me are not aware of this, my own body hurts me and I'm all damaged inside. On the other hand, I try to think about it so I don't charge myself so much when I can't do things.
unfortunately the implant dosage must start low and gradually increase until I find the right dosage, unfortunately this can only be dosed every 4 months so until I find the right dosage for me it can take years, and cost a lot of money.
ABOUT THE EXAMS:
The doctor urgently gave me what my body is most deficient in right now, which is an infusion of iron and vitamins adek and b12
I discovered from my friend Caleb (the biomedical doctor I mentioned before) that these clinics charge an inflated amount on this, so I made a lot of quotes and got more discounts. I preferred to prioritize paying for the injectables first because the body absorbs them faster and that was what I really needed (not that I don't need the manipulated ones), I hope to feel better after using them
Due to its anti-inflammatory effect, he presented me with scientific articles for the treatment of endometriosis, and also recommended me some habits that I can adopt to improve my quality of life 💖I'm excited about it.
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Despite this, I'm thinking about ways to do some work and be able to pay for the treatment with financial security in the long term, I'm open to suggestions, I tried doing SFW shoots because of the bleeding) but it's not something that, like me, have ever been a person in the SW environment, I feel that it was not treated with professionalism, seriousness and the same interest that people have than in the type of content that I was used to doing before, this is sad and makes me think that I am only good for one thing and I can't even do it right because of my physical limitations.
I hope to be able to continue the treatments for as long as necessary and every day I get a little better, I know it won't be easy, not cheap and much less quick but I started to get excited about trying to improve my health again
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What they ask me most lately is how they can help me: the only way someone can help me now is by supporting my work. you can still support me by any way of ALLMYLINKSor you can support me as a model here on the site ❣╰(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)╯If you think you can help me in any way please leave a comment or send a DM
THANK U GUYS FOR SUPPORTING HELP AND CARE ME, FOLLOWING MY TRAGEDY AND NOT LETTING ME GIVE UP ON ME
Thank u all for read this! I want to give special thanks for friends: specially for MAXWELL for aways remember me
@crazyoverlord for the care <3
Caleb for try to understand me and always try to take care of me and gaving me delicious food <3
AND SPECIAL THANKS FOR ALL MY FRIENDS STILL ACCOMPANY ME @YUUH @ARTHEMIS and@FOXFIRE76 <3 @OJTHEVIKING @NAPPYBOYRADIO @PROSPERO1 @TEEVALLEY @DTIMM87 @SULLIVAN1971 @BARONPHARTMAN @DEPUTYO8 @CRAZYOVERLORD @ZMUTANT @SCOTTZILLA67 @JUHCONNIE @SYNESTR @MACHETEFLY @ACARTY @JIMBO256 @HAMIDKAMARA @BROKENAGAIN @AKUBUKAI @JAYK74 @LZ55 @WANDERER667 @JMOSHER7727 @SAVAGEBEAST91 @ELDAMON @WHIPRUSH3 @SEVILLUS @FATTYRANDY @FLOODEK @DENNOVONDIESEL @LILNOMAR33 @KMINK @INSPECTURASS @ROWANSHEN @NOCUT666 @EMERALDA @ASTRONAUT420 @SHEASHANNARA @CETT @LESTALT19 @DARKOEDD @TOOTHLESSS @STUBBS27 @PISCES @GEEKLY @RHIANGT @MARTYN @WEEDFARMER @PITTY5752 @KINJO44 @CHEFFERS @AMANTESEXY28 @DADDYWARBUCKS2 @ZEKEZIEKENSTEIN @_ARC_ @PECPEC @POOGAN @MARQUESEDER @RIMBRIANI @CDKFROG @KRUDMONK @DANY_XSTYLE @DRAGONER36 @KPITAOKVERNA @THECHRISTOMETH @IANBIEDERMAN99 @FREAKME @FERKIXLLL @CHERRYANY @EMUNZ @RHIANGT @NITRAM65 @TIMMYBOY1973 @KAAZI187 @GONZO_SP @THEDORKKNIGHT @CAPTAINMCBARKY @SIMOTHUNDER @ARTHEMIS @ATHANIEL @GENTJANOPHILIC @ROCKYAPPLE @JUNIORPLS @BOKELSENJUNG @YOURAVGPSYCH @THESECRETIS @MRHAND39 @RAGMIG @SEDUCENTE @LUCKYJOULES17 @OVERALLS @KAGENUIT @DRIEGEL88 @THANATOZ @SDAWG74 @OVERALLS @SEDUCENTE @PSYLUNAR @AKUBUKAI
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