tinsoldier

well, spring has made a teasing attempt and been bitch-slapped right the fuck out.
i did manage to get the grill fired up sunday, in the rain.
more of an attempt to keep some denial going.
both for spring and the wasteland that is my social life.
if it would get about 10 degrees warmer i would go run.
but it won't and i do not feel like having a sore throat from the cold air.
the soreness from running in good weather is enough thanks.
also i feel i can put it off till tomorrow since i ran sunday in 40 mile gusting winds.
i will be doing situps and laundry before i start drinking my 7&7 this evening.

i wish i had been a bit more fiscally disciplined over the winter.
i always seen to have lean times starting with the holidays and dragging on through tax season.
fucking bills, fucking chores, and fucking staying home 'cause i can't run on credit anymore.
one day i'm gonna have this shit turned around.
i just hope it comes soon.