tinkybutt

Ugh,
today was going pretty good until I got home and revisited my list of bills.
and on top of that I have to pass my next math course(s) or else I won't graduate this year. Its scary to think like that but I have to graduate, this is no joke, I need my degree so I can go on and get a better job, duh.
This is insane. Plus I have to pay for the class myself since I failed it already and my financial aid refuses to pay for it.
Ugh.
The bills will be paid, they always will be (shit they have to be) but the math course if what's really tripping me out.
And I thought last night I got NO sleep (which I didn't) cause I was stressing about an upcoming by VERY sleazy photo shoot (that pays a helluva lot of money, but the photographer and content freak me out)
Also, trying to talk to some guy while trying to forget about my ex who continues to show up at my house (kinda wishes he would just leave me alone so I can get over him, I mean shit) But come to find out this dude has been lying to me since day one and has been married, divorced and has a two and a half year old kid...seriously. What the fuck? When were you going to tell me about all this?!
Over it.
its new years and Ill be damned if I start this new year on a bad note.
Happy effin' New Year Damn it. >.<