tinheart

this week has been a bit of a mixed bag. things at work have been either really good or really bad. plus it seems i'm on a bit of an emotional roller coaster. i'm sometimes happy, sometimes morose. the number of days where i think about the ex at some point are fewer in number than they were, but those thoughts still creep up and sometimes it's just hard to deal with. but for over a week now i've been able to resist the urge to check up on how she's doing. i have to move on. it just happens to be rather difficult for me to let go of emotional attachments once they're made. i don't gravitate to many people but when i do it tends to be strongly. i'm trying to get out and meet new people and distract myself from the mess of the past few months. unfortunately that's always been a slow process for me. it's just the way i am.

in other news, i'm gearing up for another altered book workshop this weekend. it's gonna be another small group of folks at the Pocosin Arts Folk School. it'll be good to get out and see all of them again, as well as some of the family. i realize i haven't seen most of them since christmas and it's not like i live all that far away. anyway, pics to come next week.