First of all, I would love to thank everyone for all their wonderful emails and comments on my story. It's always hard to share something like that but I wasn't judged, just loved. Thanks. Okay, this is starting to sound like an awards ceremony speech. Lol.
I am doing a lot better. I had an epiphany while I was in the psych ward. I always say that it's wrong to kill someone because you don't have the power to create life, what gives you the power to destroy it? I then realized I'm the worlds biggest hypocrite. I've been trying to murder myself. Why am I the exception to my own rule? I gave it a lot of thought and I'm never going to try again. No matter how shitty I feel, I will not take the easy way out. I will not murder myself.
I am doing a lot better. I had an epiphany while I was in the psych ward. I always say that it's wrong to kill someone because you don't have the power to create life, what gives you the power to destroy it? I then realized I'm the worlds biggest hypocrite. I've been trying to murder myself. Why am I the exception to my own rule? I gave it a lot of thought and I'm never going to try again. No matter how shitty I feel, I will not take the easy way out. I will not murder myself.
Like I mentioned before, I don't know you well at all, but your story resonated with me and I'm very relieved to hear you're still around.
Keep posting, use this as a forum to get out what you need to get out. The great thing is that here, you're far less likely to be judged. I think it has to do with the fact that your peers here maybe have a better understanding of what it's like to be different, to not have life just take the "simple" path.
Who knows, but I digress. I'm glad you're back and doing better
Maybe if we get to know each other better I'll buy you a coffee... or a beer... or whatever!
The drowsy of the benadryl + the upper of the decongestant is weird. as. hell.
What's going on in life now for you, huh?? Dish, details, more blogs please!