i totally don't feel well. i'm so overwhelmed with all the craziness going on in my life that always exists, its just right now its making me feel all overwhelmed. things have never been better in my life and maybe that scares the shit out of me. my girl heather just moved in and i think i'm adjusting to the fact that we now share our lives with one another. and thats totally rad when i'm feeling fabulous, but when im freaking out and having anxiety attacks and i feel like i'm going crazy ....i don't want to share that with her. she doesnt deserve that and it makes me think things like if i can't deal with my own shit how am i going to deal with our relationship and then are start doubting my ability to be in a healthy relationship. i love her so much and i really don't want to fuck this up. i think we are going to go to the sauna/hot tubs tonite to relax.
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Best thing to do is realize what it is that makes her so special to you and how important it is to the relationship.
good luck and try to have fun. Sometimes the relationship gets harder when you start sharing the daily bullshit like bills, laundry, blah blah blah - that can totally drag it down if you let it.