timwilldrown

I'm not even sure anyone reads this...but if you're out there I'm waiting. I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore. Sometimes when I'm not sleeping things move uncontrollably. The music in my head keeps me up at night. I write all the words I can remember in order alphabetically. The list is shorter every night. Without sleep I find that everything makes a...
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I want them all to stay away. At least one more day just locked in this room. Leave me alone. Just leave me alone.

WVCW is back on the air.

www.wvcw.cc

Requiem Radio (my metal show) will start next Monday at 7PM (EST) and you can listen from anywhere as long as you have RealPlayer (and can figure out what 7pm EST is in your time zone).

Tomorrow is my mom's birthday.

I'm hungry.

I have a song in my head and it won't leave.

Next week I will get that IPod I've been pining for.

I've got an A in most of my classes, a C in History 102.

The radio station is sucking me dry.

My friend wants to start a business but we need employees.

I've had 3 beers...
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So my loan is finally coming and I can start paying my bills again. About time. I think I may cancel my membership here, I'm hardly ever on long enough to read messageboards and what not. I _____ school and I promise it's not a heart. Then again, I'm ready to move to the desert. I'd also take the arctic, but then, I don't have...
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I'm tired. All of the time. I'm worried too much about nothing. I want to play video games. I'm ready to tune out or tune in and drop out. My brain is always thinking. My brain is always thinking about nothing. Goodnight.

School is this place where I go to kill time. So far, nothing very great about it, but it's only been 1 week, I suppose I should be more patient.

My excuse of behavior, or forgiveness or whatever it may be called is working out ok. The only problem is certain music makes me feel horrible...maybe I wish I had a drink more often or...
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So one day of class down, that wasn't so bad. Of course, I only had one class yesterday and it was done by 11. Today will kill. I have 4 classes, 2 in the morning, one in the afternoon and one tonight. I'm going to be at the school for 14 hours. Suck hardcore this will.

In another note, forgiveness is wonderful especially when you...
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Ok, so I decided to go back to school and I start Tuesday. Wish me luck, I hated school before. VCU will feel my wrath hahaha. Anyway I'm a dork and it's time to go play on XBox Live.

My god it's good to see ya.
My god it's good to see ya.
My god it's good to see ya.
Another day, another dollar.

So a few quick updates:

1. My beautiful fiance is now a SuicideGirl member (maybe one day a SG? that would be sweet).

2. My puppy picture will be up soon, I just need to upload it.

3. I have an XBox and that will be the end of my relationship yet, hahahaha. If anyone has Halo 2 and uses XBox live, contact me, let's...
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I have not posted a pic of my puppy yet but I will soon. Sorry for the delay. Happy new year, fuckers. XBOX awaits.