timtoxic

Yeah, it seems like there are a lot of really cool people over in this chunk of internet. Should be fun.

See I really don't know what to do about Tom. There is a love there and a friendship and a family. True love? I don't know anymore but I do know that a move would be a huge adjustment and that it's worth another shot to see if we can make things work.

I have seen though, how that can lead to apathy. We were at this point several times before and this summer it will be two years since I seriously considered moving out. Two years. I can hardly believe it.

Either I'm wasting my life or doing the right thing. I have no idea.