God bless the NHS - they have in 12 hours let mum fall out of bed head first, not attached her oxygen to her concentrator and split open her infected foot!!!
think I'll fill out that private healthcare form I have sitting here.....
have decided the previous post was harsh, it was late and i was tired....things will be fine. They always work out -...
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think I'll fill out that private healthcare form I have sitting here.....
have decided the previous post was harsh, it was late and i was tired....things will be fine. They always work out -...
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Well mum is "safely" hospitalised again. This feels all too familiar. Today has been a shambles, god bless the NHS. She will hopefully not be away too long this time, she wasn't as bad as the first time she was admitted but was back on the same slope. Infections stop her walking which then leads to her body filling with water which leads to more...
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lil_em:
Sheesh honey, that's rough. I'm sending you lots of hugs and good vibes. You'll get through it; you're stronger than you think.
Hope your mum gets better again soon too love.
xx
Hope your mum gets better again soon too love.
xx
I think it's going to be a long few days.
The heating system is due to be ripped out of mums house so my bro and I are in charge for the duration. Mum it seems has got worse again and we are going to try to get her re-admitted to hospital tomorrow. She can't walk again and that has obvious reprocussions.
Shit times all...
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The heating system is due to be ripped out of mums house so my bro and I are in charge for the duration. Mum it seems has got worse again and we are going to try to get her re-admitted to hospital tomorrow. She can't walk again and that has obvious reprocussions.
Shit times all...
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lil_em:
That's exactly how I feel love, although be careful. I've been bitten on the arse a few times lately thinking things can't possibly get any worse. Then they do.
I seriously hope you get some good luck soon hon.
xx
I seriously hope you get some good luck soon hon.
xx
reid:
im not sure what works are going to be there, but its a classical art exhibit that's coming to phoneix with him, and i think titian and goya, and more. cant wait!
I'm feeling quite low this evening, in truth most evenings. Much as i want to only put up fun and exciting things on here I think it may be quite a while before one of those posts!
I've lost myself very much again, inside a supposed duty and inside the anger that seems to be breeding at a ridiculous rate. My temper has never been...
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I've lost myself very much again, inside a supposed duty and inside the anger that seems to be breeding at a ridiculous rate. My temper has never been...
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strongbhoy:
Sad to hear you are unhappy, I went through a period where I was definitely depressed and am really just coming out of it.
For me, I knew the steps I had to do to get out of the funk, but the motivation to do it isn't there like you think it would be.
I think its all pretty normal, as we get older and real life hits us all and adult problems arise.
Recognizing it is the start, then action.
So they let you go and sketch at the various museums? That's actually pretty cool. The art museum in the city I'm in now is actually fairly good and I have never seen so many people painting before. I went in February and there might have been...twenty or so people scattered through the museum painting various works (and rather well I might add).
For me, I knew the steps I had to do to get out of the funk, but the motivation to do it isn't there like you think it would be.
I think its all pretty normal, as we get older and real life hits us all and adult problems arise.
Recognizing it is the start, then action.
So they let you go and sketch at the various museums? That's actually pretty cool. The art museum in the city I'm in now is actually fairly good and I have never seen so many people painting before. I went in February and there might have been...twenty or so people scattered through the museum painting various works (and rather well I might add).
strongbhoy:
Whilst Einstein did wonders for the scientific world, does not the magic phenomenon now being proven open up an equally as fantastic field of study?
From the different answers I've received from friends and family...there seem to be at least 15 different ways to approach the question.
From the different answers I've received from friends and family...there seem to be at least 15 different ways to approach the question.
Well....I signed back up, again! hehe! I can't resist a bargain it seems! Plus the reasons for not being on this site became quite void!!
I shan't make any such foolish promises as saying I will be on here a lot, or update all the time, or make more friends...cos I really won't!! keep doing the same, keep getting the same...so I'm sure i will!!!...
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I shan't make any such foolish promises as saying I will be on here a lot, or update all the time, or make more friends...cos I really won't!! keep doing the same, keep getting the same...so I'm sure i will!!!...
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strongbhoy:
Welcome back boyo!
eeeeup! spurs won and got a cup final on the weekend...good shit!!hehe!
not a lot new to say, my subscription is going to end again and i'm inclined to leave it to go for now. I'll proabably come back again soonish though. Just need to focus my time on some other stuff right now.
First college assessment came back...top of the class....get in! hehe! Still...
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not a lot new to say, my subscription is going to end again and i'm inclined to leave it to go for now. I'll proabably come back again soonish though. Just need to focus my time on some other stuff right now.
First college assessment came back...top of the class....get in! hehe! Still...
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strongbhoy:
Our dollar is so shit I'm surprised you aren't just on here for free!
I may be in the UK in late August, if you want to meet up for a pint or something before you sign off for good just send me your email so we can keep in touch.
Maybe go see Spurs!
I may be in the UK in late August, if you want to meet up for a pint or something before you sign off for good just send me your email so we can keep in touch.
Maybe go see Spurs!
benten:
my frind used to have the nightbreed game. i used to love the psychotic laugh you did if you ended up ikn the mental home, i can still remember it now! x x
Maaaaan!! I am pooped!!
Spent the day in London, A beautiful early morning stroll along the river side and over the millenium bridge to the Tate modern (sandwich in hand)...followed by the obligatory coffee (which I'm trying to phase out gradually!) Spent a few hours going through the collections and then sat for half an hour in the Rothko room. Best I've felt in a...
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Spent the day in London, A beautiful early morning stroll along the river side and over the millenium bridge to the Tate modern (sandwich in hand)...followed by the obligatory coffee (which I'm trying to phase out gradually!) Spent a few hours going through the collections and then sat for half an hour in the Rothko room. Best I've felt in a...
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lil_em:
The website link on your profile doesn't work - there's a t missing.
Sweet dreams xx
Sweet dreams xx
i tell you what....bloody women...that's all I'll say!!! 
lil_em:
You lot are just as bloody bad, believe me!!
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lil_em:
Thank you for the nice comment on my blog too 
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xx
Alas I have returned!! Paris was awesome, loads of work done and loads of fun had. A few minor scrapes here and there - One boy arrested for pissing with the fire alarms at 4am and One tutor thrown head first through the coach windscreen when the brakes slammed on!!! Other than that...incident free!!hehe!!
I missed the Paris st.Germain game and also the courbet exhibit...
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I missed the Paris st.Germain game and also the courbet exhibit...
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lil_em:
Wow, those picturess are fucking awesome dude! Seriously, if I had the money and my house had already been decorated the way I want it, I would buy those to put up in my lounge, they're absolutely stunning!!
Glad you had a good time too; I would love to go to Paris again and your pictures have reminded me that I need to sort this out!!
xx
Glad you had a good time too; I would love to go to Paris again and your pictures have reminded me that I need to sort this out!!
xx
Having spent the evening trying desperately to relax (it's now an official prescription from a proper Doctor and everything!!hehe!) I saw a quote at the end of a program that has really summed up the things running about my head.
"We must become the change we want to see in the world."
Quite bloody right too - Too many times you see people preaching what...
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"We must become the change we want to see in the world."
Quite bloody right too - Too many times you see people preaching what...
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lil_em:
Wow, you have a lot to look forward to by the sounds of it; both short-term and long term
Enjoy Paris (I'm dead jealous!) and let us know how it went when you get back.
Have fun
xx
Enjoy Paris (I'm dead jealous!) and let us know how it went when you get back.
Have fun
xx
strongbhoy:
Ah! Your trip continues?
Although I don't like Le Guen from obvious Rangers connections (or maybe I should like him because that was on of their worst seasons in history) GO GO GO GO GO to the PSG game.
My friend is now a diehard PSG fan after seeing them play Lyon when he flew over last year. He's got crazy videos of the match, and the supporters rocking a car in the metro singing ALLEZ PARIS! over and over as they shook the car and punched out all the windows and lights.
Absolute insanity. He's now I think probably the lone American Member of one of their ultra groups.
Although I don't like Le Guen from obvious Rangers connections (or maybe I should like him because that was on of their worst seasons in history) GO GO GO GO GO to the PSG game.
My friend is now a diehard PSG fan after seeing them play Lyon when he flew over last year. He's got crazy videos of the match, and the supporters rocking a car in the metro singing ALLEZ PARIS! over and over as they shook the car and punched out all the windows and lights.
Absolute insanity. He's now I think probably the lone American Member of one of their ultra groups.
I'm sending your mum happy and healthy vibes and I'm sending you a hug because I'm sure you must be needing one. I know I am.
You're right though, now is not the time to be worring about anything; concentrate on the most important things and sod the rest, it can wait.
xx