I is a boredy!! I've been up since 6am on my weekend for no reason - I'm toying with going to a tattooist's in Gravesend to have a chat with him about a few ideas...Could be a winner, I've already done everything else I had planned for today! D'oh! And his work does look great. I fancy something a bit unusual.
Another tea first!!
I seriously need to get back to the gym, this whole summer of dong nothing but office/computer work is turning me in to a sack of shite! Though I guess the walk from the car to the desk is technically exercise!
I'm fighting a few things in my head today, and recently really. I'm tired of being alone - not in a romantic sense, just in general. My family don't seem to realise how much they put upon me without taking who I am in to account - the fact I will do everything they need without any regard for myself. The job I just left as a temp I did for 4 years before uni, yet no-one there seems to know me either. Stupid things, like my leaving gift that was lost when I left originally. I worked for years across 3 departments and became senior in all of them - the collection they took bought a customised sheaffer pen that I requested....only they lost it! then never replaced it!! About 70quids worth!! That just kinda says "don't let the door hit you...." splendid!!
Last night I sent texts to 3 friends, just to hear a hello back really. One has asked me to help him move recently, which I accepted. Another wants me to sponsor another run for her big cat sanctuary, which I accepted. Another has been on the phone non stop when her other half decided to end it after 10 years ( then repented!), and I was there......Last night, not one bugger replied! Seriously! At some point I will learn! Unfortunately I have to learn to let go of any hope that there is anyone there who would give a shit if I wasn't!!
I don't like moaning on here, but I gotta do it somewhere!!!
P.S. This song is genius! But i am really not sure the video fits it!
Another tea first!!
I seriously need to get back to the gym, this whole summer of dong nothing but office/computer work is turning me in to a sack of shite! Though I guess the walk from the car to the desk is technically exercise!
I'm fighting a few things in my head today, and recently really. I'm tired of being alone - not in a romantic sense, just in general. My family don't seem to realise how much they put upon me without taking who I am in to account - the fact I will do everything they need without any regard for myself. The job I just left as a temp I did for 4 years before uni, yet no-one there seems to know me either. Stupid things, like my leaving gift that was lost when I left originally. I worked for years across 3 departments and became senior in all of them - the collection they took bought a customised sheaffer pen that I requested....only they lost it! then never replaced it!! About 70quids worth!! That just kinda says "don't let the door hit you...." splendid!!
Last night I sent texts to 3 friends, just to hear a hello back really. One has asked me to help him move recently, which I accepted. Another wants me to sponsor another run for her big cat sanctuary, which I accepted. Another has been on the phone non stop when her other half decided to end it after 10 years ( then repented!), and I was there......Last night, not one bugger replied! Seriously! At some point I will learn! Unfortunately I have to learn to let go of any hope that there is anyone there who would give a shit if I wasn't!!
I don't like moaning on here, but I gotta do it somewhere!!!
P.S. This song is genius! But i am really not sure the video fits it!