timothyscalliwag

ok,.....

I said i was so going to pay for a great weekend with Jj and the unexpected oportunity the evil witch,..the nasty bitch, the one with the itchy 15 year itch presented me with,....and now i so am.
She phoned me at work and wound me up,....i've just had to drop Jj off at new boyfriends palatial manor, after having him for tea, and she not only stuck the knife in,...but twisted it 379 times in front of my son and left him in tears.
I don't understand how people can be so evil and downright nasty towards others. After all she has done, I am trying so hard to be friendly towards her for the sake of Jj and behave in an adult kinda way to get on and move forward, and all she wants to do is push me down and kill me off.
Tonight i tried to defend my corner resonably, and all that she could do was insult me, belittle me and make me feel worthless to the point of me starting to think what is the f#cking point in all that life has to offer. I am trying to rebuild my life and regain my confidence in people and somebody i thought i knew is intent in not letting me.
I expect my access to Jj will suddenly be reduced and made even more difficult than it is at the moment. Why ?
Why do people do this to others? especially ones who have picked them up off the floor, gave them everyhing they craved,stood by them through thick and thin, supported them through their illness's and phobias, and for what ? Thanks, but now f#ck off cos theres someone else who has more to enhance my lifestyle. Not my life, just my life style.
I am not happy,.....hmmmm really Scalliwag,...
I am seriously f#cked off and making far to many spelling mistakes whilst trying to get this off my chest !
Life,.....Huh,.....what is it good for ?, .....
enlighten me someone ,.....please