Well,...
i was getting to the point where i wanted to update my journal but didnt want to update it because i had 8 comments attached to it, and felt really chuffed !
Ok,.... so maybe slightly sad of me but ,....Hey !,... its the little things in life that make it all worth while.
Anyhow,... life goes on with or with out you's in it, and its better to be in it than out of it, cos you never know whats going to be around the corner do you ? 9 comments maybe ! ! ! !
My life with out Nic ( fags, ciggies, smokes, coffin nails, cancer sticks etc etc) is going quite well. Nine days now,...none of the stress related temper tantrums, violent outbursts or streams of torrent abuse i was half expecting, what so ever. Not that i'm like that in life at all you understand, but giving up smoking after,...''ahem''.... years,...i thought my patience may be stretched a little.
I'm not saying its been easy, because it hasnt, but its been better than i could have possibly have hoped for. A couple of cravings where i could have, hand on heart, really have enjoyed one, but i think 75% of the time it was just force of habbit. Do i feel better for it ?,..hard to tell really, i'd started excercising 8 weeks ago anyhow and was feeling better for that,...sooooo,..
enough allready.....
Music for the moment,....well,....big on the old ''Goldfrapp'' still,....which has led me back onto ''Add n to x''. ELpH's crush on Elizabeth Frazer got me reaching for the ''Cocteau Twins'' (couldnt find my old ''Test Dept'',..now that would have been interesting ! ). The thread on the boards about ''Magazine'' had me putting ''Joy Division'' aside temporarily,....and lets give it up for the ''Darkness'' people !......Oh come on,....cheesy 80's metal making a comeback in the charts,......lets R.A.W.K. !
i was getting to the point where i wanted to update my journal but didnt want to update it because i had 8 comments attached to it, and felt really chuffed !
Ok,.... so maybe slightly sad of me but ,....Hey !,... its the little things in life that make it all worth while.
Anyhow,... life goes on with or with out you's in it, and its better to be in it than out of it, cos you never know whats going to be around the corner do you ? 9 comments maybe ! ! ! !
My life with out Nic ( fags, ciggies, smokes, coffin nails, cancer sticks etc etc) is going quite well. Nine days now,...none of the stress related temper tantrums, violent outbursts or streams of torrent abuse i was half expecting, what so ever. Not that i'm like that in life at all you understand, but giving up smoking after,...''ahem''.... years,...i thought my patience may be stretched a little.
I'm not saying its been easy, because it hasnt, but its been better than i could have possibly have hoped for. A couple of cravings where i could have, hand on heart, really have enjoyed one, but i think 75% of the time it was just force of habbit. Do i feel better for it ?,..hard to tell really, i'd started excercising 8 weeks ago anyhow and was feeling better for that,...sooooo,..
enough allready.....
Music for the moment,....well,....big on the old ''Goldfrapp'' still,....which has led me back onto ''Add n to x''. ELpH's crush on Elizabeth Frazer got me reaching for the ''Cocteau Twins'' (couldnt find my old ''Test Dept'',..now that would have been interesting ! ). The thread on the boards about ''Magazine'' had me putting ''Joy Division'' aside temporarily,....and lets give it up for the ''Darkness'' people !......Oh come on,....cheesy 80's metal making a comeback in the charts,......lets R.A.W.K. !
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actually, i just had to bat my eyelashes, smile, and say "oh yes, sir. i LOVE books!"
im 99.9% sure i got the job. hes just checking my references and all o' dat crap. thank god he didnt ask me to piss in a cup. then id still be jobless. i dont agree with that. its MY pee, dammit! get yer own!